Nothing's Impossible [depeche mode]

Chapter I - Who Are You?

I definetly didn't want to go out, especially clubbing. But what can I say. When you don't get out of the house for a week straight your best friend basically has to drag you out somewhere so you dont rot in that bed of yours

"Come on Luciana, it's gonna be fun, you'll see" Arvena whined as she saw my frown. I was putting on my favourite high heeled boots and one of my leather jackets. If I was going out I might aswell be good looking.

"I'm already going out, be happy with that." I grabbed my purse and looked at myself in the mirror one last time before Arvena dragged me out. "I could list all the stuff I could do, like re-listen to all of Depeche Modes discography I own or maybe even create a song myself, instead of going out"

"Do you ever stop talking about them?" She whined again "I can assure you, it will be the best night of your life" I would have argued with her, but I figured it would be pointless. I sat in her car quietly and put on the radio station that usually plays Depeche Mode songs. Arvena rolled her eyes and I smiled satisfied.

My favourite song 'Somebody' came on from their newest album and my fav at the moment - Some Great Reward. I started imagining how Martin would sing it live. I would most likely start screaming or just go feral if I couldn't control myself. I was obsessed with a man who didn't even know I exist and most likely never will, all I have is my delusions and the reality that can not satisfy them.

The car stopping made all of my imaginary life disappear. I let out a big sigh and left the car. We walked to probably the biggest club in the area that could let in about at least a thousand people and still have free space.

"Tada!" Arvena squealed as I looked at the poster on the door, in shock. It was saying THE Depeche Mode was playing, here, tonight. I couldn't believe my eyes, my jaw was on the floor and I let out a silent scream only heard for Arvena

"Are you messing with me, somehow?" I turned to her not knowing if I should hug her or something "Why didn't you tell me this? I wouldn't even have let out a single sound of a complaint" I was smiling so much it felt like I will just start screaming again in full volume

"If I would have told you, then I wouldn't have the satisfaction of saying 'I told you so'" She smiled at me cheekily and nudged me before we both went in. I went up to the bar and get myself a single martini for the night. If I'm going to see Depeche Mode I must do it while I'm somewhat sober so I don't embarrass myself. Oh my God, I'm actually going to see them. I'm going to see the man I've been obsessed for four years - since 1981.

It was about 7pm only and they come out at 8pm, giving me a lot of time to be bored and excited. I should find Arvena, to make the time go by faster. Before I even got the chance to look for her some boy approached me.

"What is such a pretty lady, doing here all alone?" He asked me as he reached out to kiss my hand, but I moved it behind my back before he could. He was wearing a mischievous grin that didn't compromise with his blue eyes.

"Uhm, I'm here with a friend" I got the words out of my mouth nervously

"I hope she or he doesn't mind if I buy you a drink then." He said almost grabbing my hand again, but I walked away from him fast

"No, thank you." I quickly said, before going to, now finally try and find my friend. After a minute of searching I found her flirting with some boy "Come here." I said dragging her away, she sent an air kiss and a wave to him and then turned to me.

"Hey!" We stood in one of the corners of the club "i was flirting with that man. And we actually got along. He was smoking hot too" I sighed and crossed my arms