Behind those Pains
Lord I hope you're here in my side
'Cause this pain is killing me inside
I can't take this pain anymore
I never felt this way before
Is this my reward for serving you?
Is this the counterpart of choosing you?
If this is this how you say, I love you
Lord, give me strength to trust in you
This little heart of mine silently cry
My Lord, Our God can you please tell me why?
'Cause I'm sick and tired of this life I have now
My mind is filled with so many 'why' and 'how'
I know I don't have the right to question you
You've planned what I'm going through
So even though this pain is really breaking me
I'll just remember the love you have for me
Waking up is so hard for me to do
'Cause problems are also awaiting me too
I almost think and tried to give up
But in front of me you showed up;
You said, "My child it's alright I'll be behind you
Don't worry beloved 'cause I will rescue you
Trust in my words and promises to you
Surely I'll be here. I love you, I really do.”
