hiiii everyone !!! hope all of you are doing well. its my first time ever posting something i wrote so please dont judge <3
idk why im doing this but i just want to so yeahh here we goooooo
and also so just so you know i have taken inspiration from louis and Taylor so yeah
this is something ig you could call it a poem i wrote for someone who like means the world to me. I have not known them for long but they are like my idol you can say
its called " who knows"
it gets better as it goes
Is forgiveness easy?
maybe yes, maybe no
who knows?
you taught me
forgive but never forget
why the fuck are you being sad?
was that them or their words?
forget them like old records
crush their egos and leave them behind
cuz you are born to fly high skywards.
was that your words ?
or was that your thoughts?
was that your efforts ?
or was that your support?
not gonna put the label cuz it ruins it
but ever that was, made me feel like i owned the fucking world
it had to be your trust
but, is trust easy though?
maybe yes, maybe no
who knows?
you made me realize
trust but don't fall for their lies
call it what you want
an exaggeration or a glorification
u made me feel safe and sound
and for the first time in months and if we skip the delusion, for the first time in years
it felt like 'home' was around
finally overcoming the feeling of hiraeth
finally knowing my worth
feeling like it was all worth it
all the hope which i cherished like a false god
all the secrets spilt
felt like i was worth it
you said who cares about their criticism
and there's no need to be satisfied in the bare minimum
because it had to be your trust
all those confessions of guilt
all those realization of broken promises which were rebuilt
it showed on your face but i could never tell
could never tell that if you were proud
was i being too loud?
could never tell apart the reality
always hesitated due to the mushroom cloud of anxiety
the only thing i could do was hope
hope that it was enough
