✨SHE STAMMERED✨

Trying hard

Hiii

Good evening everybody, for now I am currently laying on my bed thinking about my life (I know very typical) but still it's not a bad thing right?

What do you expect from a teen whose summer holidays are still going on and is feeling completely useless

Ohh I remembered something you wanna know?

First wait a minute, I hope you don't mind introducing myself to you all

Well I am an abnormal teenage girl

Who is boring yet an exciting one

Who is calm and collected yet a crazy one

Who is smart yet dumb

Who is a good listener and observer yet (like my mom would shout my name multiple times but I will still not answer it haha)

Who is an introvert yet an extrovert to close ones

Who is lazy as hell yet an ambitious one towards her career

Who is nervous yet a confident one

Yeah I do stammer and this is where the whole story is going to revolve about.

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Yeah where I was uhhh yes

I am currently sitting in front of my father who is mixing a paste which includes almond or something I guess that's when my mother gave me soaked almonds early in the morning

My father gave me that paste and when I asked him what was it. My mother answered me saying that"your aunt suggested this to improve your stuttering she told me to give some soaked almonds mixed with curd, salt and gram flour now eat it fast."

I ate it. I literally feel like eating shit it was so bad I refused to eat it but my mother ordered me to finish it, I did

Well from the last two days my mother is giving this so called "delicious" dish to me in breakfast it all started to happen when I attended a family function and there some of my relatives get to know about my speaking skills and they told my mother to perform these remedies otherwise there would be a big problem for me in the future

Because of her now I am suffering all this bullshit

After some days she dropped this idea seeing me not improving which is fine for me

Seeing me tender age she thought I will be better but still my family did not stop doing all this

I chuckled remembering all this and how my parents was trying so hard to fix me

I can't blame them afterall all parents wants their child to not suffer and be PERFECT

I have heard that people who stutter have the unique opportunity to teach the world to listen.