feeling like the scared little girl again,
the trembling hands, my heart racing, the suffocation is coming soon.
take a breath.
and another.
inhale.
exhale.
why do I still feel this way? why can't I shake it?
take a breath.
and another.
inhale.
exhale.
go hide away again.
don't let the screaming hurt your ears sweetie, it wont last long
there's the glass breaking.
whys mommy crying? wheres daddy going?
maybe he'll come back soon?
daddy where'd you go ?
was it me ?
did I mess it up?
take a breath.
and another.
inhale.
exhale.
he's still not home?
its been years daddy.
where'd you go?
