Your little things

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a/n: i originally posted this on my old tumblr account !! (can also be found on a03!!)
warnings: brief mentions of anxiety, not proofread alot(i apologize for grammar or spelling mistakes!!) use of italics (italics indicate a flashback!!)
wc: 1,321

~Peter Parker~

Peter was aware that you didn't think he noticed or paid attention to the little things that you do but he does, he always pays attention to you.

He notices the way that you love to sit by the window reading a book when it rains because of the sound of the rain hitting the window makes you feel calm.  He admires how you can get so caught up in the books and how your face lights up with different emotions.

Your little things that make you so wonderful, he notices them all and he loves them all because they're what makes you so beautiful and he loves every part of you.

Peter loves to watch you and he adores all of your little things, especially the ones that you're insecure about but he doesn't know why because every thing you do is so beautiful to him.

He knows when you're anxious because of the way you shake your leg repeatedly and the way you sometimes nervously play with your fingers and rings. He always notices the things you do. He notices that when you're really anxious, you draw patterns on yourself to calm down, but it doesn't always work, which makes you more anxious.

When he senses that you're having a really bad day, he is there to help you because he loves and supports you.

Today you were having a really hard day, he could tell based on the way that you haven't stopped shaking your leg and how your hair is messy from running your fingers through it in frustration. He takes note of the fact that you can't sit still and how you keep biting your lip anxiously.

Peter stopped what he was doing and walked over to you and sat down on his bed next to you. He softly touched your thigh to remind you of his presence because he didn't want to startle you.

"Oh, I'm sorry Peter, did I interrupt your work?" You turned your head softly to look at him and his heart swelled because every single time that you look at him, it feels like he's looking at you for the first time. Peter took your hands in his and intertwined your fingers with his and placed a soft kiss on your knuckles.

"I don't care about my work, I care about you. What's got you so anxious today, sweetie?" Peter asked while he rubbed comforting circles on the back of your hand.  He watched as you sighed and laid your head down in his lap.

"I'm just anxious about everything, I don't know why, but it's breaking me down, Pete." He could hear the hurt in your voice and he knows how much it sucks to be anxious. He removed the hair-tie from your hair and let your hair fall down into his lap.

"Baby, I'm so sorry that you're dealing with this but you don't have to do this alone." Peter played with your hair and he could feel your heartbeat start to slow down to a normal pace, he knows how the simplest gestures can ease your anxiety. Peter used his free hand to draw patterns on your arms because he knows how you try to do that to calm yourself down.

Peter senses that you start to relax and your whole body seems to relax just by the simple touches from your favorite person, Peter Parker.

Peter picks up on the little things you do that make you so amazing but he also takes note of the things that he does that make  you feel safe, loved and at peace. 

You love random displays of affection, which is completely fine with Peter because he loves  to be affectionate with you. You love when Peter is affectionate with you because it reminds you of how lucky you are to have such a lovely person in your life.

You'd never admit it to him but he knows how much you love the pet names and the compliments he gives you so he will compliment you any chance he can.

He knows how you're not very open to talking about your feelings but Peter has noticed that he has made you feel safe enough to open up to him.

He never knew how much his little kisses had meant to you. He remembers the day that he noticed how much his little kisses have made an impact on you and ever since that day, he gives you random kisses throughout the day... every. single. day.

Peter was coming home from Patrol and he climbed through the window of your room and watched in adoration as he saw you lying in your bed, with glasses  on top of your head  and a book lying face down on your stomach as you slept peacefully. He quietly removed your glasses from your head and marked your place in your book and placed them both carefully on the bedside table. He removed his suit and changed into spare clothes that he left at your place and quietly  climbed into bed next to you.

"Peter? Is that you?" He almost laughed at the sound of your sleepy voice. He moved a piece of your hair away from your face and smiled softly at the sight of your half-closed eyes and eyebrows scrunched in confusion.

God, you are absolutely gorgeous.

"Shh, love, it's okay. Go back to sleep." Peter whispered softly as he watched you start to drift off to sleep and he pulled you closer to him as you wrapped your arms around his body and he held you closer to him. Peter kissed your forehead and whispered goodnight and he heard you stir in your sleep.

"Mmm. I like when you do that, Pete. " You mumbled softly in your sleep-like daze.

"Do what, pretty girl?" Peter watched as you hid your face in his chest and he laughed softly. "Don't hide from me!" You took your face out from your hiding place and snuggled in closer to him.

"I like when you give me random kisses like that, it makes me feel loved and happy." You sighed and quickly fell asleep.

"Oh how I love you, Y/n".  Peter confessed for the first time. You smiled softly with your eyes closed.

"I love you too, Peter". Peter kissed your hairline and fell asleep.

You love kissing Peter, you do but Peter noticed that you also love other kinds of ways of Peter showing you how much he loves you. To other people, it may seem small but to you, it means everything to you which means Peter continues to do it. You love when Peter locks his pinky finger with yours and kisses your pinky finger, its such a simple gesture but it reminds you of how safe you feel with Peter and he does it with so much love and adoration that you can't help but fall harder for him.

Peter can go on and on about all the things he loves about you. Whenever someone asks him if he has a favorite little thing you do, his answer is always the same.

His favorite little thing that you do is loving him.

Peter never really had a way with words but when he was asked what being loved by you is like, he knew exactly what to say.

Your love is so warm and comforting and being loved by you is like falling asleep next to a fireplace, on a freezing winter day while drinking a cup of tea. The feeling of being loved by you is such a special feeling, words can't express how much you mean to him.

It's the feeling of his knees going weak as he looks at you from across the room. Its the feeling of safety when he holds you close to him in bed at night.

That's what it feels like to be loved by you.

a/n: i always write with Tom's peter parker in my head but you can imagine whoever you want! feedback is appreciated!!
-rose💌🕸️

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