but, Why me? || Junhao

08

"are you having fun eisaa?"Jun said as he brought ice creams for the two of them
"Yes, very much junnie" mingaho said with a smile as he took the ice cream from Jun and licked it

The were out since 1 or more hour, they went to have coffee, and then they got on some rides of the amusement park and now they were resting in the river side park

Jun really liked minghao's company so did minghao, being tired minghao layed his head on jun's shoulder normally, very normally, but to Jun it sent shivers down his spine and his every nerve, from head to toe wrecked

At this moment, having so much fun with a boy he is just met today, he was shocked and he really questioned everything, he somehow felt a connection between them but it was weird

He was so comfortable with him, that at this point he questioned his sexuality, was he gay no. no he was homophobic or was he not? He never liked anyone, anyone and now he was feeling a connection, a romantic connection with the boy he just met today

He was ashamed, ashamed of being gay. How would his parents react to this, no no ne could not even think about it. Never talked to his parents about this but he himself thought his parents would not accept him

"Junnie? Junnie!" Minghao snapped Jun out of his thoughts
"Uh? Huh yes" Jun said being startled
"It's almost 8 should we go back home?" Minghao said with a smile
"Ofcourse we should" Jun said as he melted into his smile

Jun gave minghao a ride to his house
"It was fun today i really like it" minghao said as removed the seatbelt
"It really was and i really like you" jun said as minghao got out off the car and bid him a bye

Jun just realised what he said 'oh fuck junnie control you words' he mind slapped himself and went to his home

-×-×-×-

School was over and now it was time for the dance practice, we've been practicing for like 4 days now and our dance was perfect ,even the dance instructor said that we don't need more practice now, 'hardwork pays off"

We did the practice for quite a few times and now we were covered in sweat,
Jun looked so hot with sweat all over his body a towel in his shoulder gulping the water 'fuck' minghao thought to himself

Jun looked over at minghao and smiled, making his way to him
"Let's hang out after this?" Junnie said and hao happily nodded

They were roaming in the downtown trying some street food and so on, they went to a game store playing much sort of games which Jun kept on winning

"Yaah! Let me win too!" Minghao said whining about and Jun found him cute
"Do it! If you can" Jun showed him tongue teasing him, minghao just rolled his eyes

"I am done let's just walk around the park, how does it sounds" minghao said folding his hands
"Sounds good letsss gooo" Jun said and they went for a walk

"I am so glad you remember everything junnie" the8 said looking down to his hands blushing

"Remember what eisaa" Jun said as he crossed his legs sitting in a more comfortable position

"That dream, the kiss and our moment"
M
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nghao said as blushed really hard right now
"What?? What the hell did you just said" Jun said in annoyance as if he was angry

"You heard he Jun" minghao said looking at him as If Jun was joking around

"What did you said" Jun was frustrated
"Don't you remember the dream, us, us Jun, the reason behind your word eisaa" I said overwhelmed due the situation

"What dream! You believe in that shit!! Get that out of your brain dumb boy, I don't remember a thing, don't assume things in you little shitty head" Jun yelled being angry and got up, frustrated

Dripp..
Dripp..

Minghao again cried because of him, that someone "Jun"

Dripp..
Dripp..

"Dumb me"

I wish I met you earlier but I wish I never met you

-tj