When I think of you
The first word that comes
To my head
Is
~ℓσνєℓу~
Because
Every time you look at me
I get overwhelmed
With a sensation of pure contentness
And
Your eyes are beautiful and they look like pools of melted gold at the first hint of sunlight
And
Your smile is welcoming like the smell of warm baking on a cold day and it pulls me in
And
Your laughter is like seeing daylight for the first time and it makes you want to join into the game whatever it is it doesn't matter
And
Your words make my heart want to cry but only ever in the best way and it touches the soul even the most rough and unkempt parts of me
And
Your kindness and your generosity and help for the greater good makes me wonder what i've been doing all my life wasting away on the corner of Brabham street
And
Your love fills every crack and crease and crevise of even the darkest and most desprate and terrifying places and it pulls away all of the sticky and stubborn strings of sadness to find even the slightest bit of joy to brighten the day of another which is not always easy but for some reason you make it look as it and you never ask for it in return
But
Sometimes I wish you would for the benificiary of your own gorgeous soul because no one like you deserves anything less than the best but there is no one like you for you are one in a billion of a trillion but I love that because how often do you come across a true believer
That believe in all but herself
Her own lovely self
With her molten gold eyes
And
Her winning smile
And
Her fix-all laughter
And
Her indescribable words
And
Her infinite kindness and generossity
And
Her {I-could-never-find-a-term-to-describe-her} ℓσνє
All yours
Your eyes, your smile, your laughter, your words, your kindess and generossity, your love
Your love that I can never no matter how hard I try find a term to describe
And I love you
I love you
I swear
And
Your love
Doesn't have to be the same
Because
I'll take any of this
Love
That I can get
But only from you
Lovely Melli
Lovely you
ℓσνєℓу
