magnetic, [ kuro / bokuto ]

a 2man situation!

the delulu in me needs this,
enjoy x 💗🫦🎀🫧🥂💅🏼

(begins post-timeskippy yk)

LIGHT MODE, PLEASE.

"what's with the long face, sexy?" i heard my friend, gaia giggle as she reapplied her lip gloss. "don't be mad at me y/n, you need this."

if i'm being honest, i personally didn't believe i 'needed' this. if anything, all i really needed was two hours in one of those rage rooms! not being dragged into a 2man date or whatever they call it now a days, "i've had a long day dealing with one asshole of a man, i don't need another gaia." i grumble back a reply.

we took an uber because gaia insisted that tonight we let loose, let these idiots buy us drinks and most of importantly, "girl, respectfully... mmm actually naurrr disrespectfully what you truthfully need right now is dick." she sternly says, i would like to say she is most def joking but she isn't. "channel all your frustrations into a good climax and the world will be bright again, you won't give a fuck about your grumpy yet sexy boss, and hopefully turn that frown upside down!"

kang gaia's optimism was something that made almost any doomy gloomy person gag in disgust, yet her bright and open persona attracted one in all since she lived with what some would call, lucky girl syndrome...?

"i'm not sure i want to partake in hook up culture though," i reply, though, deep down, i couldn't even deny the fact she was right. well, she is my best friend.

maybe i was... no, i was frustrated physically yes but sexually too? i pondered on the thought, she'd been so blumming loud the uber driver looked a little flustered in his seat!

"oh boo, you whore." she teased, nudging me softly in the side. "you just gotta have sex like a man!"

that was easy for gaia to say, she was used to this rodeo. for her, sex was nothing more than a release, casual, and noncommittal.

"i dislike your idea of sex" i tell her, "i simply need more than just a night at the bar before i let someone in my pants."

gaia rolls her eyes with a soft sigh, she knows the subject is a tad bit sensitive for me, not because of anything in particular though... besides the fact that it's because i've only ever had sex with one man whom i was in a relationship all through my junior year of high school into my senior year of collage until he decided to................. 🗿................ yk what?

maybe gaia was right, when was the last time i had sex?

we broke up a year ago, i will say.. wow, i tsked to my inner monologue. maybe i've been such a bitch because i've deprived myself of d. now, what did gypsie rose say again? the d was fire! so hypothetically... perhaps i've lost that fire within me because i've isolated myself due to another's mistake.