I AM HIS UNWANTED HALF

PROLOGUE

FOURTH: OKAY, there are so many
kinds of LOVE, like selfish love, selfless love but if you ask me which one i choice i definitely choice selfless love because its worth it to win when you know you never hurt anyone just to have the person you like, like me i am willing to give away because i know Gemini love his relation he have with that person before, and i don't have any plan to get him just to own him, i am willing to set him free for his real happiness even though its hurts, and when you do that believe me its a great feelings to feel because you know you did a good choice, but i am glad that Gemini have the same feelings to me and he proved it that's he is worth to risk for.

Whoever you are who ask this, please listen its worth to fight your love if he is really into you, but if not, you should give him up so you can find what truly yours, but who knows when you finally give up thats the moment he realize you're worth, thats All.

Napalunok si Remi when he read the article of Fourth about his opinion of love, selfless love mapait siyang ngumiti Fourth only define two kinds of love SELFISH AND SELFLESS LOVE and he chose being Selfless kaya naging success ang buhay asawa nito because he choose the right way, unlike him.

Bigla bumukas ang pintuan ng isa sa malalaking closet nila and he's husband standing right in the door na bihis na bihis at halatang may pupuntahan na naman.

'From the day you found out na may kagaya kang bearer, you always bought that magazine to read their article, why Remi are you happy knowing you are not alone' he ask and smirked

He's eyeing him at alam niya kung anong klasing tingin ang ginagawad nito sa kaniya.

He don't like the way he look at him.

'Yeah, your right i am happy knowing i am not alone' he finally answer

Amoris tsk when he heard that and walk toward him and grab the magazine and read it then he smiled, a dangerous smiled.

Napalunok si Remi at hinanda na ang tenga sa masasakit na salitang lalabas sa bibig nito.

'Maybe you had a same faith but you have a different characters he is not selfish unlike you Rem' malamig na sabi nito.

'this is great, Bumili ka pa at basahin mo para may matutunan ka sa kaniya, Fourth is genuine person, may mga payo siya para sa mga katulad mo at sana ma kopya mo ginagawa niya specially para sa pagmamahal and hope mapag aralan mo nga kung ano ang ibig sabihin ng totoong salita ng Love' patuloy nito tsaka nilapag sa paanan niya ang magazine.

Napakuyom si Fourth sa bedsheet pero hindi nagsalita.

Amoris fix his hair tsaka kinuha ang tuxedo ng bigla itong natigilan at tinignan siya.

'You are same Bearer but unlike him he can bear a child, how come you are not still carying a child Remi, did you take a pill?' malamig na sabi nito bakas sa boses ang warning agad naman umiling si Remi.

'No, i did not, at sabi naman ng doctor even we are bearer, same lang kami sa mga babae na hindi lahat ng may matres ay nabubuntis agad, maybe in the right time Moris' he carefully answer para hindi ito magalit.

'We are already married for 5 years, hindi na tayo bumabata, you must carry a baby soon, iyon man lang pasayahin mo ko' anito tsaka tumalikod.

Napayuko si Remi sa narinig, he maybe didn't take a pill but he take Depo-Provera is an injectable Contraceptive for birth control. He don't want to get pregnant dahil ayaw niyang maranasan ng magiging anak niya ang naranasan niya, he is lack of love not just only from his husband but also from his family, at ayaw niyang maranasan ng magiging anak niya ang naranasan niya, that's why he chose that method dahil minsan nagdududa na si Amoris kung bakit hindi pa siya mabuntis buntis at kinalkal nito ang mga gamit niya searching that maybe he take a pill pero wala itong mahanap.

At first he was wondering but happy knowing his husband wanted him to bear a child, he's hoping na baka matutunan na siya nitong mahalin, but he's wrong he's only doing it dahil gusto nito taga uwi ay may makikita raw siyang isang tao na maging dahilan para ipagpatuloy ang pagsasama nila kahit pa Loveless.

Pagbigyan niya raw ito na palaging sinasabi nito na bigyan naman daw niya ng kaligayahan ang asawa sa ganoong paraan.

Kaya Remi decide to birth control ayaw niyang magkaanak lalo na kung lalaki ito at makikita ang buhay na meron sila, ayaw niyang idamay sa kalungkutan ang magiging anak niya.

'Don't wait for me tonight, buong magdamag kami sa yatch its Anderson wedding anniversary party, you know how important they are on our company' nabalik sa realidad si Remi sa narinig.

'Can i go with you?' he hopelessly request

Amoris stare at him before answer.

'You can't, alam kong ma bo-bore ka lang at yayain na naman akong umuwi ng maaga because you are uncomfortable, so just stay here and read that magazine again' anito tsaka lumabas sa silid nila bitbit ang susi ng kotse nito.

Pinahiran ni Remi ang luha, he know really well kung bakit ayaw siya nito isama because Celeste is there, why he knew? Well Mrs. Anderson invite him two days ago at nakwento nito kung sino sino ang darating.

Napakuyom si Remi iisipin niya palang magkasama ang dalawa na pinaghiwalay niya dati ay parang sinaksak ang puso niya ng paulit-ulit.

Hanggang kailan ba ako ganito, is fourth right? Maybe he is right being a selfish love is not right, mas mabuti maging selfless para makuha ang totoong kaligayahan, but am i too late to correct that right? Sana kung maibabalik niya ang dati at itama ang lahat maybe mararanasan din niya ang sinabi ni Fourth na masaya sa pakiramdam ang walang nasasaktan na iba.

Hinawi ni Remi ang kurtina at tinignan ang kotse ng asawang palabas sa mahabang gate nila.

'No i should hold more, kunti pa kapit pa, titiisin ko pa' piping bulong niya.

He love Amoris wala siyang ibang minahal kundi ito lang kaya siguro naging selfish siya dahil sariling pamilya niya ay hindi siya nagawang mahalin kaya ng makilala niya ang binata he used his power to have him kahit pa may ibang nasaktan he choose to be blinded ganoon niya kamahal ito. And now he is suffering kung sana kagaya nito si Gemini natutunan nitong mahalin ang asawa.

Napalingon si Remi sa magazine at napasubsob sa kama at lihim na umiiyak.

Sana same like O'PLAN TIGIL KASAL magustuhan niyo din ito another Bearer story.