61| Goodbye Thomas

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Goodbye Thomas

"He isn't coming back, whispered my head. He has to, sobbed my heart"                            - Wilting

 He has to, sobbed my heart"                            - Wilting

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Mariana's POV

"Arthur wh-"
"He's dying. Like Ruby..." he mumbled
Dying?
Why does everything settle and another thing appears to rip our hearts out?

I sat down defeated
"I know" Arthur mumbled
"I didn't react much better" he said

"Who knows?" I asked, staring at the floor
"Me. You" he said simply
"Linda?" I asked, he shook his head
"I'm going to go down the river" he said again
"What? No you need to stay here? Is he going to tell everyone? What's this dinner for?" I asked, grabbing his arm

"He's going away" he said, refusing to look at me
"Where?" I asked
"I don't know" he shrugged me off, walking down the bank of grass
"Arthur" I shouted, but he ignored me

He was dying?
Fuck.
That's why he was doing all of this
All of the houses, blowing his own house up
All the money. Because he was dying?

Oh my god.

"You stare much longer and your eyes will freeze over" Ada laughed, passing me with a basket of bread as I stared at the grass

She stopped, staring at me
"Mar? Hello?" She laughed again
"Mar?" Tommy echoed
My head shot up, I hadn't realised he was here
I looked at him, trying not to cry

But he saw it. He saw the emotions swirling in my eyes, and fear entered his
"Ada, go rally up the boys for me, I'll come and detonate in a minute" he said
"Am I missing something?" She said, looking between the two of us

"Ada" he said again, she hesitated, before putting the basket down and slowly wandering off, confused
"What's the matter?" He said, it was all in his eyes
The caution
Because he knew. He knew I knew

I looked up at him
"Alfie told you" he said simply
Alfie?
"No. Arthur. Alfie knows?" I questioned
"Told him a few days ago" he said, emotionlessly
Oh

"Were you going to tell any of us?" I asked calmly
"No" he said honestly
"No..." I repeated
"The holiday..." I mumbled
He said nothing

"You were really just going to leave? Without a word?" I asked, with nothing but sadness in my voice
I wasn't angry. I was just... hurt

"It's better for everyon-"
"It's better for you" I said instead
"Yeah..." he admitted
"Yeah it's better for me. So don't say anything" he said

"What? Tommy I can't sit here with the family and pretend I don't know" I said, standing up
"You will. Because I am asking you to" he said
"Ada will be crushed-"
"Ada has always been able to get back up" he interrupted

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