"u wanna go back to staying up all night, popping percs? cus u can't sleep cus all dem mfs u killed getting to you" von asked
last time I had a perc was the last time I killed somebody to be honest. I hate being that high
"I understand that's yo son nigga! fuck u mean this my nephew and lil sister. as long as u knew me Ian never let shit happen to my lil sisters df I gotta handle ts regardless. We tryna keep yo head straight for mia and dem kids" von told me
"she need you clean and sober, she don't need you off dem drugs because you tryna get dead niggas out ya head. once u kill one all of em come back and yk dat" von said
"we ain't doing ts to be petty mean nun of dat. we love you foo we ain't tryna see you crash bout some shit we can handle and gone be straight with da aftermath" quan said
Tamia
"mia" I heard mya call out from babygirl room
her and the girls up there decorating getting it together for me. im so glad she made it yall. through the whole thing I was praying and begging Ian lose either one of my kids and god was on my side. he let my babies walk away perfectly find beside vontae lil scratches
After this I lowkey just wanna stay in the house to be honest. and I don't wanna blame Jayden or make him feel like it's his fault, because it ain't. He can't control what people dish out on him all he can do is retaliate.
which makes situations worse.
"we done with the room come look" Kenzie said from the top of the stairs
"vontae wanna see sissy room" I asked and he nodded
we both went upstairs to her room, her room right next to vontae room which is kinda cross the hall from me and Jayden room
"ahhh shit" I hyped dem up as I walked in the room
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"nothing to major but yk yeah yeah" true smiled
"I love it, thank yall" I said as we shared a group hug
"don't be moving that arm like dat" nya told me
"vontae you like it" I asked
"yeah" he said
"wait no" he said running out making us all look at each other
he came back with the toy gun and sat it on her grey chair, we all laughed and I shook my head.
"Prefect" he clapped leaving out
"definitely his daddy son" mya laughed as we walked out behind him
"thank yall" I smiled
"yw baby, we know you wanted to do it the day allat happen but you couldn't and now your arm gotta heal so we just got that out the way" nya said
"Just gotta work on that name" Kenzie said as we all sat down
"me and jt gone talk about it tonight" I said
~
"night mommy" vontae told me before kissing my forehead
"goodnight baby I love you" I smiled
"I love you mommy" he smiled before laying down
he rubbed my stomach until he fell asleep. he such a lover boy like his daddy I know he gone be a good big brother.
Once he was sleep sleep I FaceTimed the group chat and they immediately answered, all of dem.
"hey bookie" Kenzie smiled
"what yall doing" I asked
"Nothing just laying here on instagram" mya said
"im arguing with quan stupid ass" nya mugged
"chyy waiting on this boy to gts" Kenzie flipped the camera showing us keem all in front of the tv
"Vontae sleep" I showed them
"but yall why df I made the shaderoom me and vontae, they talking bout the accident of whateva and I was reading the comments and some of them really pissing me off" I said
"cus 1 thing I never played about was my kids, ts really getting me heated" I said and I heard the front door open and close
"shh yall" i quickly said since dey was all talking im tryna hear if that's Jayden in the house, everybody got quiet and I grabbed the gun before getting out the bed
"it's me bae" I heard Jayden yell coming upstairs
"u scared me" I told me as he came in the room he kissed me and went straight to the bathroom
~ yall think von and quan got a point? and do yall see where jt coming from?
