I and my chaotic brothers.

The change

My alarm was ringing loudly,so I threw it through the window and heard a splash I guess it fell into the pool ☺. I got up from my bed after 1 hour of contemplating my life decisions I got ready and wore my outfit.

I went downstairs to have brekkie when I heard a loud Tink* 

Jin: YAH KIM NAMJOON HOW COULD BREAK MY FREAKING DOOR HANDLE

Namjoon: sorry it just happened 

Nayla: Good morning 

Taehyung started running after entering Jungkook's room and screaming causing Yoongi who was sleeping on the couch to wake up

Yoongi: what's happening ?

I go into the kitchen to find Jhope making waffles

Jhope: Good morning little kiddo

Nayla: Don't call me that and good morning

He slid a plate of waffles in front of me and I said Thank you and headed to the dining table and started to eat It was left with the last slice I was about to eat it when someone suddenly took it with their bare hand and took a big bite I looked up to see Jimin munching on my waffles I was boiling with anger he saw it and started running I chased after him and it was a total mess I screamed so loudly all of them stared at me. 

Nayla: STOP ITTTT, IT'S HURTING MY EARS 

They all stare at me then jin walks toward me   

Jin: Did you have breakfast

Nayla: Yeah I'm just tired cause someone ruined my freaking breakfast 

I wasn't expecting to cry but I did It was out of frustration of  moving so much and losing new friends all the mess and chaos it was getting to me I haven't  been myself for a while I could tell.

Jimin: sorry...How about eating out today?

Nayla: sure...but my pick

Jimin:OKEYY

We went to one of my favorite Japanese place where they had the best ramen my brothers have never been here but who cares

I just ate till I could no more  it's not that I was hungry I just ate when I got frustrated I guess my brothers had noticed. I was just tired.  My brothers who were still concerned stared over at me I was kinda felt annoyed and had imagined a whole life without them was I starting to hate my brothers I ignored that feeling and got up angrily from the chair and headed out as they payed the bills. I sit in the car and Jin who received his license quit early started to drive namjoon who was sitting next to him looked back at me I was usually the one to play loud music and lighten up the mood but if I was angry everyone was silent.

We reached home and I just headed to my room without a word I locked myself in for the rest of the day. I heard the door open meaning my parents were home and if they didn't see me they would get angry. In fact I wasn't allowed to lock my door I was old enough to decide I am not gonna listen to anyone anymore I am tired of everyone's shit at this point.  "NAYLA" my dad yelled I didn't answer. I just stayed quiet and decided to sleep. I kept on hearing my dad calling me and them trying to bang on my door. I got up and got a paper and pen and wrote "I'm alive I just want to be alone." I slid the paper under the door then went back to my bed and played down.

"Nayla are you ok wanna talk about it" My mom said. I just didn't answer and went to sleep.