Insecure

Part 4

"Well, just know you can always come with me, if you'on like them." Kay said as we walked out the front door

"Thanks but, I think I'd rather be out of all this gang violence."

"That's cool too." He said

"But, thank you for showing me how to get out that school tho." I said

"It ain't nun frl." He said about to walk away but I pulled him by his shirt and kissed him on his cheek

He kissed me back and we smiled at each other and went our separate ways.

"Nigga what took you so long?" Dd asked

"I got lost ok, my classes are spread all over the place." I said

"Understandable, ddot sent us to location to the dungeon, he said be there by 9:00 tonight." Notti said getting into the car

I just rolled my eyes because ion wanna go to they bitch ass dungeon.
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𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐢 𝐩𝐨𝐯
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So I was just scrolling casually on ig when I seen that somebody followed me, so I decided to check the notification and of course, it was Jayce stupid ass. Then I saw that somebody tried to text me, so I opened my request and again, it was Jayce stupid ass.

Now ion know why tf he tryna talk to me when he was the main reason to all my insecurities, I used to think that I was fine as a mf until he just continuously put down on me.

Now ion even know if I look presentable going outside because I be thinking that people probably looking at me funny.

𝐅𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤

"Hey Jayce!!" I said walking up and hugging him

"Hey Notti-" he said stopping mid sentence and looking me up and down

"Nigga, what do you have on??" He asked in pure disgust

"What are you talking about, I think I look nice-"

"No, you look broke, busted, and disgusted." He said and he walked off

authors note:
(I love saying that phrase😂)

After that I started to cry but I held it in and, had low self esteem for the rest of the day

Present:
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𝐕𝐀𝐌𝐏_.𝐉𝐗𝐘𝐂𝐄

Yo Notti you still tryna fws?

Fws??
Tf you mean am I tryna fw shit??
Ion want yo ass

Damn nigga chill I just want a relationship again.

Ion want no relationship with you
You fucked up my mental!!

Nigga Ian fuck up shit, you was wrong fa stepping out da house like dat.
Yo ass looked homeless af..
you should be thanking me.

See, now dis da exact reason why ion fwu
Now get da hell outta my dms
𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰
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