"Yo shit on fire cuhh I thought you been in dey hood, I pulled up so we can yk yeah but I seen ts. Fire nem ppl otw" he told me
"ight bru I'm pulling up na" I mumbled hanging up
"Where df all this smoke coming from" mia said as we got closer to da house
"our fucking house dawg" I said with anger in my voice
"Wtf how" she said
"Idk man just stay inna car" I said pulling up on the other side of the street, I got out and walked over to where everybody was
The firetruck was already here putting out the fire
"U the owner" the white dude asked me
"Yeah" I replied as he eyed me
"U rent or own" he said
"Nigga I own ts bruh" I said frustrated asf
cus how df did ts even start, we ain't cook shit this morning we ate waffle house so wtf.
"We found 3 gas bomb in there, imma assume that they were thrown in.. that's what started the fire" he told me
"if you have rentors insurance you might wanna connect them to help you get this remodeled" he said
we talked ah lil more, he gave me some papers and I went back to my car.
omm ah nigga finna die. ain't nobody did that shit but them pussy ass niggas.
"so what happen" mia asked
"sb threw gas in dey" I said
"so wtf we suppose to do? we had damn near everything in there. clothes and all" she said and I just ignored her
"Like bae most of my important shit is in da house" she sighed
Tamia
So Jayden got me and vontae at this hotel because he said he ain't want us to go home. idk how df a hotel suppose to be safe but whateva Ian tripping, he paid for 4 days.
before he left he brought us something to eat so we just in here eating watching tv because wtf else we suppose to do.
Jayden said he'll be back before it got dark baby it been dark like a hour ago.
den he tryna act like I'm slow, he ain't tryna tell me nothing and ion like dat cus when it comes down to me and my child life ion play ts.
what if me and vontae was home like we normally be ? we both would've been dead
and Jayden got this mind set of thinking oh I can protect everybody, but he fucking can't.
I looked down and seen vontae peacefully sleep on my chest. I kiss his head and pulled the cover over us since I had the air on.
I felt my phone ringing, it was a unknown number, I didnt answer so they called right back making me answer
"uh hello?" I answerd
"don't think you safe bitch omm you gone die" I heard a deep unfamiliar voice
"come see bout me. ion play no games. Bitch on my life I'll murk myself fuck off my phone with dat playing shit" I said before hanging up dialing jt number
"u ight" he instantly asked
"yeah. why df sb just call my phone playing" I said
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"Ion like ts at df all" I told jt as we sat on the balcony and smoked
"Im not finna put my son in harmsway I'm not doing ts Jayden" I said
"Bae I understand wantchu stay. imma handle it istg" he said gripping my thigh
"Im not gone let shit happen to you or my son. I got yall" he told me
"All that shit I just brought for Christmas is gone.. most of my son shit is gone bae all our shit gone like ts not cool. whateva you do in the streets keep ts away from home dawg fr" I said
"we got a son. you cant be having shit like dis happening cus wtf you would've did if you son was in dat house. you wouldn't have been able to save us, shit you see by the time we got there ts couldn't even be saved" I said while he just sat there and listened
"I promise you by Christmas eve you gone be inna bigger house, all my son shit gone be replace and you ain't gone have to worry about ts again" he told me
"we can stay at my apartment til we get everything situation" I said and he instantly shook his head 'no'
"Fuck no. that's you and vontae safe house. Nb know where you stay and if they do they can't get in without ah code. we ain't going over there. that's for when shit get real bad. ts ain't even that serious" he told me and I stared at me
"it's not dat serious" I asked
"Ian mean it like dat bru" he mugged passing me the blunt
I grabbed the blunt and sat silently.
he don't understand cus he ain't a mother, he don't know how ts really making me feel
