March 23rd, 2013
You showed up at my house and we went up in my room because no one was home. We watched movies and more of our friends showed up. They watched the movie while we talked in the corner. You held me in your arms and sat me on your lap. You asked me how I'm doing. I said I was going bad again and how I don't want to go off on you like I did to everyone else. And I had to explain why I acted like that to them afterwards. But you already know why I'm like that. You told me that I'll be just fine as long as you're here with me. You told me you loved me then kissed me on my forehead.
I believed you.
And I still do in real life, even though you love her and not me.
"I won't like you any differently. I won't love you any differently" is what you told me when I told you how I feel about you.
I just hope one day you'll change your mind.
