somewhere in you

TRUTH

'MAKE ME SUFFER SLOWLY ;
                                                 ~AUTHOUR 
                

Sofia
  

It was a quiet day as I was sitting on a cute cafe drinking my favourite coffee

For me coffee is some kind of drug I have to take it after every 5 to 6 hour or I might just faint whenever I am. coffee make me feel alive.

I was sipping it slowly. it was cold outside it's almost snowy season.

I was wearing one of my lovely coat t- shirt and straight pant Its keeping me warm.

I pulled my cellphone out of my coat and dailed my fiances number 

My fiance my boyfriend since highschool we are so in love with each other . Till now we are together even engaged I am going to marry him soon. he might be not a rich man       but knows how to treat me right . But he have a lot of female friends and I am so damn jealous whenever he talks to them . Specially his girl bestie

Jake answered 

'Heyy sweetheart how can I help you'
Jake said to me 'i need you to pick me up from coffee shop'  I said to him
'babe I am busy manage yourself '  Jake told me

'jakyy babe I need another round I need you inside me you know I love you so much and I know you do same' 

Then he suddenly disconnected the call. He left me shooked I can't take that any more and start to feel dizzy I tried to stand but tripped and fainted

All I remember is blurry face of man who is looking so handsome carrying me and was panicking.

After that I was on the hospital bed 
The nurse told me to rest I asked her out of curiosity the man who carried  me here where is he she told me he left already and paid all my hospital bill all I could say about him is he is gentle man I prayed to God that hope we meet again

I was on bed rethinking about all that happened right before coming here I recognised the voice it was his bestie 
I sensed it coming but i thought I was the one overthinking  how come I never noticed them the were so clingy
To each other. I though he was doing it to make me jealous. Its just that I was dumb .

  "HOW LONG THEY WERE MAKING FUN OF ME THEY HAVE TO PAY BACK;

I was so drowned into my own thoughts. My phone start to rings it's my one and only bestie we are together since highschool I didn't like to make friends she approached me first and I used to avoid her but we became best friend anyway she is cool lady strong, confident, beautiful and most of it she is mature .
She always warned me about him she used to hate Jake it's me always defending Jake innocence she told me he was playing with me  it's always me being dumb .

He used to make fun of me infront of his friends they also warned me. 
It's me always being dumb.

I was so blinded in his love .
So blind

I am such a
Dumb . Dumb . Dumb
Person

After seeing his real side fuckboy*
I answered her call
"Babbbee what happened to you how come you are in hospital I almost reached "

And next second she was in front of me. without giving a shit about anything I hugged her tightly and started to sobs. nurses were giving me pity full looks but not like I care. I told her everything and she bursted out if he was here she totally gonna kick his ass but damn he is not here

"Didn't I warn you ik he's a total bastard  fuckboy. Jake I make you shit on your pant how dare you make my princess cry damn he is such a bitch"

I started to cry hard she embraced me again "cry your heart out"
I just give her faint smile I feel like my heart is bleeding it's broken into many piece

"He don't deserve your tears"

"No matter what happened I will always by your side"

"You have to make him regret what he have lost"

I gathered all my courage and stand up from the bed removing all those wire from my hands I tell my bestie to take me home And. 'she did