For the most part I'm very self confident but Some nights I'm trapped awake with demon thoughts in my head like
You are going to die alone, Your closest friends bearly tolerate you let alone like you,Your life is going nowhere,You are going to drive away anyone your remotely interested in.
THAN I REALIZE
ITS 4 A.M.
and I haven't gone to bed yet
I'm being melodramatic because I'm tired and should have been asleep 4 hours ago
My friends still like me .
My family still loves me.
I have pride in what I accomplished so far with my life .
There is still time to find someone.
And for the longest time I thought dying alone was the ideal way to go.
I just need to go to bed!
YOU ARE READING
lots of bullshit thoughts
RandomRandom strings of ideas I want to write down but are probably not the type of idea that would actually become a in depth story
