i usally would hang out with friends at school. atleast i try to remember.
i started staying in my room more often and eating less i ignored it tho
because i'm tottaly normal : ' ) which? is a good thing...i think...-
i really don't know why im making this.
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it started getting worse but i had a step dad who was pretty nice, they fought a lot
though. my real dad is curently alive but . my step dad died soon after. which scared me
quite a bit. its not his fault ofc , i miss him : ' ) . my mom is curently dating someone
right now but it doesn't feel the same. it feels like he only care for his real daughter.
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after time everything started to line up to how it is now . (gangle vibes lmao)
i try not to think of it. when he died. i do that a lot when something traumatic or sad
happens to me. i hide my feelings to myself a lot. i don't know why i do..- ;-; unhealthy
habbit i guess.
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it started getting bad to the point where me. a perfect A student started getting F's and
such. its better now but still. my grade are going down slowly please don't do this to me
you don't understand i was just getting better : ' ) .
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!!DISCLAIMER!! hey i'm gonna make some books when i can i promise!, i just don't
know what to put yet, so maybe suggest some books, i also don't think ill countine
this one but feel free to vent!!<3 i will try to asnwer as soon as i can<3
(I DO NOT PUBLISH ON ANY OTHER WEBSITES IF YOUR SEEING THIS ON ANY OTHER WEBSITE THEN WATTPAD ITS A SCAM I ONLY POST ON WATTPAD!!)
