Chapter 43- Kiss and Diss

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Chapter 43

12 days and 6 hours since Freya and I talked.  And it's been 12 days na nag ooverthink ako ng malala.  Walang paramdam, walang text or call man lang, walang kahit ano. 

Nakakasama ng loob.  It's my birthday today at paalis na kami papunta sa ranch nila ate Gianni.  Good thing okay na sila ni Adriana.  Pero kami ni Miss Freya, mukhang malabo na naman.  Kasing labo ng tubig sa kanal.

Wala ako sa mood mag celebrate, a lot of people were greeting me pero sakanyang greetings lang yung hinihintay ko.  Nandito kami ngayon sa van papunta sa magandang lugar at lahat sila ay masayang nag-uusap.  Pero ako eto, hindi masaya.  Kasi yung taong gusto kong makasama, wala rito.

Bakit pa kasi ako umaasa kung natiis niyang walang paramdam ng 12 days?  Ano ba ko sakanya?

In our research class, there has been a temporary substitution by an instructor for nearly two weeks now. The instructor has emphasized the need to send all Chapter 1 materials to Miss Freya, as per her instructions.

I've already completed Chapter 1, so I promptly forwarded it to her. However, it's worth noting that I haven't received any acknowledgment or response from her.

Nakakainis lang 'diba?  Parang ayoko na magcelebrate!

Kami kami lang naman ang nandito since weekend natapat, kaya naman nakasama lahat ng malapit sa buhay ko.  Si mom, dad, ate Gianni, Adrianna, and Blair. 

Hindi nakasama si Chada dahil nasa Thailand ito ngayon.  Si Freya nalang talaga kulang eh.  Magiging masaya na yung birthday ko, pero wala siya!  Wala ring greetings from her. 

Alalang alala na ko, kaya naman kahapon nagpunta ako sa condo niya, wala rin siya don.  Hindi ko rin naman makausap si Aya dahil naka deactivate ito at hindi ko siya nakikita sa campus.  I was supposed to invite her pero mukhang ayaw nito magparamdam parang ate niya.

Hindi ko naman matanong si ate Gianni about kay Freya kasi baka magtaka ito.  Nakaka overthink talaga.


Hindi siya naka online, hindi rin siya nag seen sa iMessage ko.  Kahit nga sa IG nag follow na ako sakanya pero hanggang ngayon hindi niya inaaccept yung follow request.  Nababaliw na ko kakaisip.

"Hey!  Nag space out ka na naman!" pukaw sakin ni Blair na katabi ko sa van.  Sa likod kami umupo at sa harap namin sila Adriana and ate Gianni. 

"I'm not.  Just sleepy"  pagdadahilan ko.  4am palang nasa byahe na kami. 

Medyo malayo layo yung ranch ng sister ko, it's about 4 hours drive from the city daw kaya maaga kami umalis para masulit yung celebration.  When I saw the photos of her place, naexcite ako kasi makakapag relax ako, at the same iniimagine ko na makakasama ko si Freya, and I'm sure makakapag relax din siya.  I fell in love with the place the moment I saw the photos of it.

It resembled more of a sprawling ranch or a luxurious hacienda, it's like an urban farm, and let me tell you, the place looked absolutely stunning in photos.  Lalo pa kaya in person. 

What caught my eye was the presence of a captivating cave on the premises, one that I was eager to explore. The cave had crystal-clear water, which exhibited a mesmerizing shade of blue.  Parang ang sarap maligo doon.

Moreover, my sister's property featured a collection of horses, each representing distinct and high-end breeds.  Well, I've ridden a horse when I was young, and I kinda miss it, not gonna lie.


"Has she reached out to you? Seem like you've been ghosted, huh?" pang aasar nito.  Nakwento ko kasi rito na hindi pa ito nagpaparamdam since that day na huli kaming magkita.

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