𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐰𝐧; 𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐱

𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞; for a secret never to be told

"Lies" Hyunjin chuckles softly and Felix smiles back, he's shy, very much, but Hyunjin's gentle caresses and soft kisses that come every once in a while really help the blond. Seconds pass and Felix closes his eyes, no longer staring at the ceiling as he now has his face mushed against Hyunjin's chest who turns to his side and holds the boy intimately close. the only thing covering Felix's body is the robe Hyunjin put him in and it's silk, thin too. And Hyunjin is aware his phantom body no longer produces warmth so he grabs the sheets and pulls them over Felix, covering him well before he returns to placing his hand on Felix's back while his other arm is under the blond's head

The actions fuzzies Felix's inside and he lets out a soft giggle making Hyunjin confused, looking down at him with furrowed brows before he carded his fingers in his hair and rested his palm against his face "What makes you laugh? answer truthfully this time" Hyunjin sternly mumbles but Felix knows it's all faux pretense, Hyunjin would never be stern with him, or at least he is deluded into believing so. He smiles widely and licks his lips "Just...you make me laugh" he murmurs and it is the truth so Hyunjin smiles and stops his movements in his hair, looking into his eyes and letting the moment wash over them

He sighs, softly and Felix knows what he's feeling because he's feeling it too, the hazy glow in Hyunjin's eyes presents the glow deep within him and the glitter in Felix's eyes was the glitter spilling from his heart. They are surrounded by warmth and light of a saturated hue, a radiance that painted them golden, their bare bodies which were pressed against one another, Hyunjin's so cold that it feels like he had been frozen for centuries while Felix's is warm and soft and Hyunjin can't get enough of it

Their eyes linger on one another with sheepish smiles that hold back so many words and so many tales and Felix feels the very same words simmer above his chest and froth near his throat, his eyes are changing, like he wishes to say something but is searching for the correct words and Hyunjin wants to say something too, it's there, at the tip of his tongue and on the end of his mouth and as he opens his mouth Felix does too

"I like you, Hyunjin"
"I love you, Felix"

It's a whisper, both of their statements, it lingers like the smoke of the fire behind them in the room, and Felix's soft smile turns into a giggle yet again. Failing to notice the contradiction of not only their feelings but words too, he shyly hides his face in Hyunjin's chest, and the black-haired man chuckles lightly, carding his fingers in the blond's hair and pecking his head "I love you more than there are stars in the cosmos, my dear" he mumbles and it's a bit quick to declare such emotion in the human world but Felix doesn't care, doesn't mind because they've known each other for nearly months now and he doesn't find it hasty at all

"There are so many stars in the sky, silly" he giggles yet again, finding Hyunjin's words exaggerative and funny, his awkward antics never failing to make him seem like a loon. "I'm aware" Hyunjin speaks through a smile and Felix looks up at him "So many! you can't possibly love me as much" Felix shakes his head and Hyunjin only deepens his smile, looking down at him and retrieving his hand from his hair only to place it on his chin, pulling him closer and attaching their lips in a soft and gentle manner

The kiss is short and sweet, doesn't last long and doesn't require much exertion when Hyunjin pulls away and looks up at Felix from his lips "You underestimate my love, beloved" He whispers like it's not a tantalizing misery to Felix's mind but something trivial, like his above-breath voice doesn't make Felix nearly faint. Felix's smile dwindles only because there is too much happening on his skin and around him that he can't keep up with it all "Do you swear?" he whispers back like he's uncertain of Hyunjin's honesty and the phantom chuckles, leaning in yet again and capturing Felix's lips

the blond closes his eyes immediately and feels the slow press of Hyunjin's tongue against his lips, his lips over his, apocalypse. The spirit pulls away and presses a kiss on the bridge of Felix's nose "I swear on all I was, all I am, and all I'll be" It's tender and Felix finds himself melting, for some reason he's suddenly very sentimental and wishes to feel Hyunjin closer to him as he scoots toward him, chasing his skin that is right there for him to touch.