School Fanfics

Bus Buddies

PAST TENSE PART BEGINING

I wake up, its currently 5am. After Nick sat with my yesterday its safe to say that zane will leave me alone and not bother me. Im not shy but I dont like telling people off yet, maybe when im more comfortable I will.

A hour goes by and Im putting on my shoes and walking through the door, Ill be seeing nick in around 30 minutes so I wore my favorite jeans and a cute top.

As I get on the bus, I remember the afternoon, the bus ride home gave me butterflies, I dont like him, atleast I think I dont, but since then, his smile has been on my mind, his laugh, and his cute hair, I think of 8th grade, I was afraid of him, but hes not the person I thought he would be.. maybe.. hes better..

PAST TENSE ENDED

PRESENT TENSE BEGINING

As I get on the bus in the afternoon, nick is in the seat, I told him to take find a window seat as a joke, and now has taken my favorite part of the bus, I speak "CAN I HAVE THE WINDOW SEAT" he replies "NO, YOU SAID LAST WEEK FOR ME TO GET A WINDOW SEAT, AND LOOK WHERE WE ARE" I say "I was joking, can I please have the window seat" he speaks "uhh how bout NOOO", I sigh and then sit i the seat and put my backpack on my lap, something must have clicked in his head and he says "never mind you can have the window seat" I leap up with joy and move out thge way for my wonderful window seat ride. The whole bus home was filled with the sounds of my giggles and the cringe on his face. he rizzed me up twice on the bus ride home, all in which made me extremely flustered. He doesnt know but even though he doesnt like me, I have deep feelings for him, when we did both like eachother, I wasnt able to comunicate my feelings and show how difficult it is to display affection when it comes to him.

He was better than me..

Hes smart, athletic, funny, and kind, and seems so outgoing.. Nothing like me, Im not the brighest, I prefer staying home and sleeping and im extremely cringy/unfunny, the only reason why people laugh is because they are cringing or because im loud..

I wish I was like him, and was able to be comepletely honest with him. But he makes me so anxious, so nervous, and yet im still afraid to open up to him, im not a good person, and he deserves someone better than me who will treat him right, so ill care for him from afar, and watch as he moves on and finds someone better as im left in the shadows to only remain a friend or even best friend in his eyes..

friends?? We might not even be friends at this point, I did something I shouldnt have, and I will forever regret it, I feel bad even thinking about it too this day, It happend 2 months ago, the 31 of august. I remember it as if it was yesterday. I wish I never had done it, It ruined my chances and yet im still afriad he will think im weird, disgusting, ugly or even worse, a embarssing person to hang around with.

For now ill just play along with his little games, laugh at his jokes, and be more engaging in conversation. Ill try my best

to

play

my

role.

WHAT I WANT TO HAPPEN (stories in my head)

As ive already been on the bus for 25 minutes, we come around to nicks stop, I doll myself up and make sure I look good and presentable. The bus comes to a stop and the lights come on, there, I see the guy I was waiting to see, he sits down and looks at me, I pretend to not notice, thats when I see him look down, I assume hes going to make fun of my pants, but instead he grabs my hand, and holds it. In shock, I look at him, we make eye contact, he gets closer to me and smiles then continues to look at the road ahead. I put my left hand to my face and cover it, im getting HUGEE butterflies, Then I look at him again, we make eye contact once more, he lets go of my hand and hugs me, but a longer hug, I eventually hug him back, and he says under his breath "I love you", I smile and wonder how could I have pulled such a sweet guy like him.. Hes perfect.. and yet hes with me..?

As soon as we pull up to school, he asks me what day is it, I tell him "Its a y day", I start to smile and he asks, "Do you want to walk to class together?", At the start of the year I asked him for his schedule, and we both have to walk to the 3rd floor, I nod my head in agreeance, and he holds my hand once more. He can tell that im anxious, as per usual, he doesnt seem to mind. we both get off the bus and walk to class, he drops me off at my class and lets go of my hand, I hug him and tell him that Ill see him later, He doesnt know that I will see him at lunch, since he has no idea what my schedule says.

Lunch comes and I see him sitting with his friends, I walk past him to go near the music hall, where me and the other queer kids sit, I put my bag down and begin walking to the lunch line while walk with a friend, while being stupid and not seeing where im going, I accidently bump into nick. I looked extremely goofy and afterwards I start laughing! Im kinda of clumsy but I think its cute and funny sometimes.

At 2pm I get on the bus, hes not on yet so I have time to make myself looks better, I see him walking near the bus and I fix my hair a second before he comes on, he sits and I bounce a little bit.

I smile and ask how his day is, he tells me all about his day but am I truly listening? yes and no, I look at his brown eyes, his hair and the gestures he makes when he talks

GOSH, why am I so lucky to sit next him?

I get lost in his eyes, and he notices, we just make eye contact, for a while, me and him both smiling, the bus bumps, and I snap out of my transe I look at him and hes extremely close, we both look at eachother at the same time, our faces so close together, I cock my head and the bus makes another bumps, I pull away fast so we dont kiss, and from there we hold hands and mess with eachother untill he has to get off the bus, later he asks me out on a school date, and I gladly accept.

We enjoy eachothers company and, I walk him to his next class, from there I knew, I had found the one, I took a chance, a leap of faith as spider-man said

THE END

FIN

(this is the little fan fic I wrote abt the dude I like and yeah im writing more abt my friends obvi but YUHH THIS ONLY TOOK LIKE 50 MINS cuz I had to do stuff around the house)