We always argue then you leave and come back the next day we say we will stop arguing but yet do it again we've been together for four years and it was great but I can't do this anymore all we ever do is argue I don't want to spend the rest of my life arguing with you were not even married yet maybe its time for us to just break up I turned away from him just as I reached the bedroom door to leave he wrapped his arms around my waist stopping me I tried to get out of his arms but gave up after awhile he sat in the floor pulling me into his lap I was crying shhhh baby its ok we will be ok I promise we can be like we was in the beginning just please don't leave me baby please I need you I shook my head and tried getting up again he just held me tighter and turned me to face him cupping my cheeks and wiping my tears but we can't we have tried everything were in collage now were not the same kids we used to be we do nothing but argue I'm tired of arguing I'm tired of crying I'm so tired I just want us back to the way we were I said I know baby I know were still those broken teens but we help each other I need you like you need me I'm still that arrogent bad boy and your still my broken girl he grabbed my wrist kissing each of my scars like he used to when we were seniors I watched him place gentle kisses on each one once he kissed the last one he looked at me one of his hands cupped my cheek the other was placed on my waist he pulled me closer to him slowly I let my eyes flutter shut then I felt his lips touch mine I sighed and wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me feeling like I did when he first kissed me I felt him smirk into the kiss and I hit his arm smiling.
Hi I'm Vanessa....... Vanessa Pierce I'm 19 and starting my first year of collage with my boyfriend Vince and this is the story of how we met. It was my first day of senior year and I had just moved to a new house, new school, and a new state, I guess you could say I was the loner girl in my old school. I woke up to my alarm going off I jumped in the shower I hurried up and after I got out I dried off wrapping a towl around my body I went to my closet looking for something to wear I picked a hoodie with Paris on the front skinny jeans and my ankle boots I made sure my wrist were covered so no one could see my scars I put my hair up into a messy bun before making my way down stairs I live with my dad and older brother my older brothers name is Ryder he's starting his first year of collage today and my dad is a very welthy business owner they know about me cutting thats why we moved here for a fresh start I went through some really bad depression back in my old school all of my friends turned on me except for one I was with the captian of the football team but after about six months he left me because I wouldn't have sex with him he spread a rumor about me he turned everyone on me except for my best friend Rose I had started to cut no one knew until one night I made the mistake of not checking to see if anyone was home I was going to end it all, I had cut myself four times I was just watching the blood leave my body when my brother had walked in he started freaking out next thing I know I wake up in the hospital explaining what happened a few days later I was released then moving here to America I used to live in England, I was brought out of my thoughts by my brother putting his hand on my shoulder giving me a worried look thats when I noticed I was holding my wrist trying to re-open one of the cuts I just shook my head he pulled me into a hug telling me that it was going to be ok I nodded against his chest before pulling away and giving him a small smile my dad walked in smiling at me I could tell he was still worried about me I smiled back at him Ry are you ready to drop me off at school I want to get there early to get my schedule and everything so I can find everything before class starts so I won't be late yea Van I am lets go I grabbed an apple and kissed dads cheek before walking to Ryder's truck the reason I don't have my own car yet is because of the incident and I'm not ready to have my own car I smiled at Ryder he got his name from our great great unckle or something like that he smiled back before grabbing my hand and squeazing it once we got to the school I got out of the truck but before I could make it inside Ryder called me back I walked over to the driver side window he rolled it down and gave me some money for lunch I smiled and kissed his cheek before walking towards the school I could feel everyones eyes on me but I kept my head held high I walked to the office and got my schedule and locker combination as soon as I stepped out of the office I ran into someone we both fell I hurried and stood up helping the person I knocked down stand up I'm so sorry I wasn't watching where I was going I looked up expecting to see a mad espression on her face but she was smiling sorry I mummbled she just shook her head hi I'm Kira.... Kira Jade and you must be the new girl I just nodded we stayed silent for a bit before I spoke I'm Vanessa..... Vanessa Pierce we shook hands if you want I can show you around I just nodded and handed her my schedule turns out we had every class together it wasn't until six hour that someone came in late nice to see you Vince late as always why is it you decided to grace me with your precence today the teacher asked because I heard there was a hot new student oh and well I missed you the Vince kid said smirking the teacher rolled his eyes Vince's eyes scanned the room I saw all the girls wink at him all except Kira and myself he started walking towards me and I ignored him I looked at Kira asking her about Vince with my eyes but she just shook her head in a I'll tell you later way I ignored Vince all through class even though he kept trying to talk to me, last period had just ended when someone put there arm over my shoulders I looked up seeing Vince I just shook his arm off of my shoulder before I kept walking ignoring the fact that he's following me once I put my stuff up I walked to Kira's car with Vince still following me I tried to ignore him I really did but once he put his arm around my waist I snapped I jerked my body away from him turning around so fast I'm shocked I didn't get whiplash and I slapped him across his face my jaw dropped and he just looked at me shocked I saw everyone else looking at me I looked at Kira to see her trying to hide her smile I turned back to Vince to see he was gone I turned back to Kira and got in her car nice job Vanessa but you might want to watch out now not only from him but from his fan girls I looked at her confused so she explained Vince is our schools bad boy and player every girl loves him and every guy respects him everyone but me that is he's the schools bad boy but I'm the schools bad girl and player thats why your my only friend see if you was any one else I would of punched you in the face but since your new and I see your not a snobby rich b*tch I decided I would take you under my wing but back to Vince your the only girl to turn him down which means he's going to try harder to get you he's not going to stop he was just shocked that you hit him I'm the only girl he has ever stopped trying to get and thats because I slept with his best friend and well his friend likes me and so its bro code his best friends name is Austin he's also a player and bad boy but not like Vince, Vince is well he's maniplutive and mysterious and well he's hot some say he's been to prison but no one knows why he's been to jail for vandalisme, fighting, drinking, and other reasons he's been to jail so many times he's on a first name bases with all the cops even the chief but the chief is his uncle or something like that he's rich his family owns a pretty big buisness but he's second I don't know the name of the first persons buisness then my families buisness is third but as you can tell I don't act like it just as she finished telling me that she pulled up to my house with a smirk why are you smirking she looked at me well I live on your right but uhhh Vince lives on your left and Vince's friend lives on his left so you will see him soon but I got to go I got out but before I shut the door I said oh yea the uhhhhh family thats first is well its my dads buisness and with that I walked to my house but not before seeing Vince look out his window I just rolled my eyes and closed the front door I went to my room to finish un-packing and to change I got a pair of booty shorts with a long sleeved shirt just as I put my arms through the sleeves I heard music I looked at my window to see Vince staring at me with his jaw open and a shocked espression on his face I looked down at myself before shrugging and turning away I heard him call my name so I walked to my window with a bored espression on my face yes Vince he looked at me before speaking that was a nice show I got he smirked at me cool Vince I really don't care now do you mind I still have to un-pack with that I winked and turned away but not before I caught a glimpse of his shocked expression I was bending over to grab something out of one of the boxes when I felt an arm wrap around my waist but instead of screaming like I would or should of done I slowly stood up straighting my back I leaned into his chest feeling his breath tickle my neck I supressed a shiver I turned in his arms so I was facing him he looked shocked but I didn't care for now I can love the feel of his arms around me you know your pretty cliche I mean a bad boy going after a nerd, you live next door to me, you have girls falling at your feet yet you still try to get with me, I'm new, oh and you snuck in my room what next going to tell me to stay away from a guy I like so he doesn't ruin your chances? you going to get in a fight? you going to slowly change your ways to get me? or is this where for once the bad boy leaves the girl alone where the bad boy doesn't take the risk of falling in love though you can't get me out of your head? just so you know you may like a challeng but I like being difficult with that I stepped out of his arms I saw him frown before smirking he leaned in close kissing the corner of my mouth I gasped he pulled away smirking again I shook my head and moved away from him so what if I'm cliche so are you your resisting my charms though I can tell you like it, the only difference is your not a nerd are you? tell me Vanessa what are you he said I looked at him before speaking your right I'm not a nerd I'm smart yea but not a nerd but I'm also not a good girl like all the other cliche's I like danger but the thing is I'm not lying about how I feel yes your hot but your also annoying and well your ego is to big you think every girl wants you and though thats true some girls know when to stay away I may like danger but I don't like drama and thats exactly what your going to bring with all the girls that you have slept with and are madly in love with you there not going to like the fact that you have your eyes on me for three reasons 1. they love you 2. you have money that they want and 3. your hot and your untouchable thats why they want you your the bad boy that doesn't care about anything but your family and though no one see's you do your work you turn it all in in ISP and if you turn it in in class everyone is just going to think you beat up or threatened some poor nerd to do it for you and that is why I don't want to get involved with you plus you wouldn't be the first bad boy I ever dated a few years ago I was that naive nerd I gave into the bad boy and he used me but after a few months of his possesivness I got free I lost hope and well I stopped believing in all those stories so why don't you just leave me alone I'm not playing hard to get or anything like that I just don't want you mixed in with my life I turned around and started unpacking again like I never had a conversation with the bad boy of my school I wasn't shocked to see that he was still in my room after I also wasn't shocked to see him looking at me I went and sat by him on my bed we didn't speak for a while until he broke it what do you mean you don't want me mixed in with your life? he asked I looked at him thinking about it before answering becuse I'm just some broken girl that doesn't know what love is anymore like your the bad boy you don't know what love is and you don't want to yet so you sleep around no one knows anything about you and say a bunch of stuff but you don't care the truth is your broken to I turned away from him knowing he was still looking at me but I was lost in my thoughts I used to be that niave girl that thought I was in love with my old schools bad boy I lied for him when he started beating me I said it was an accident but the truth is it wasn't I mean how do you punch and kick the one you claim to be in love with I lied for him even when he sent me to the hospital I was on the verge of dying that day a week before I got out of the hospital I came to my senses and told my mom and dad my ex was locked up for abuse attempted murder resisting arrest drugs and a bunch of others after I was released from the hospital we moved here this was my start over.
~Vince's P.O.V~
I was shocked that she knew all of that and she's only met me today sure her friend probably told her some of it but still sure all of us bad boys are the same somewhat but we hide it I looked at Vanessa and I mean really looked I saw how broken she truly was and in that moment I didn't want to play her I may be a bad boy but as she said I still care though she said I only care about my family something about her makes me want to protect her sure I don't know her but in a way were the same were both broken I saw her playing with her wrist but I didn't think anything of it as I looked back at her face I pulled her into a hug so I could whisper in her ear how about this I'm not going to play you I want to be your friend and if it turns to more then fine but I won't hurt you I slowly laid us down making sure she was comfortable I stroked her hair as I rubbed circles on her lower back after awhile I felt her breathing become even telling me she was asleep I looked down at her sleeping figure in my arms when I saw her wrist they were under her head but one of them was facing up the sleeve had rose up I went to pull it back down when I saw the scars on her wrist I moved her beside me so I could get a better look I pulled up her sleeves on both arms seeing a bunch of scars I studied them for a bit longer before pulling them down and pulling her back in my arms the last thing to come to my mind before I fell asleep with Vanessa in my arms was why does she feel the need to cut? with that my eyes shut and I fell into a deep sleep.
~Vanessa's P.O.V~
I woke up with an arm around my waist at first I got scared before I smelled Vince's axe I smiled a bit because for a little bit I was able to forget it all forget that I was broken that I was abused I was able to be happy I was able to remember what it felt like to be me before all of this happened I felt Vince's arms tighten around my waist a bit letting me know he was awake I turned my head so I could see him better he gave me a small smile but it kind of looked forced like he was upset I returned the smile I slowly stood up making sure to keep my wrist covered I saw Vince watching me we stayed looking at eachother before he spoke why do you do it I froze not knowing what to say I stayed where I was looking at him wondering if I should tell him but before I could I walked out of the room into my bathroom to think, why did I do it? because I've been hurt in the past, depression, the feeling that I was alone, there were a lot of reasons but non good enough to cut over I heard Vince walk towards the bathroom door I knew he was going to ask I wanted to tell him but could I trust him not to tell anyone else I don't want to fall for him because I know he's the bad boy and everything I know that if I fall for him he can hurt me like the others plus I don't want to be cliche but with all of those cliche stories and movies its the bad boy and good girl but I'm not a good girl I walked out of the bathroom and sat on my floor by the wall I knew he was watching me waiting for my reaction or me to speak I opened my mouth just to close it again this happened a few more times before I finally spoke stress, drama, a lot if things but non are good enough reasons to cut I never once looked up at him because I was scared of what his face would look like I knew he was going to leave me now even though we weren't together I still didn't want him to leave after awhile I didn't hear my bedroom door open or shut indicating that he had left I slowly looked up to find him looking at me but not looking at me I waited awhile before he spoke but I cut him off just leave now just go I don't need you here just don't tell anyone my secrets I stood back up and went to the bathroom I didn't know why but I was sad he was going to go I got in the shower but after awhile I couldn't take it I grabbed my blade and cut.
