loving the Hell outta him

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(warning: this chapter consists of angst murder smut and drinking if you are uncomfortable with any of the following feel free to skip that part of the chapter i will do the same thing i did last chapter with the warning sign and check mark) enjoy

Alastor:bold
You:italics
Both:bold italics underlined

You and your husband of 11 years were dancing in the lounge of your shared home during the winter happy to be in each other's embrace as your dog and cat were next to the fire place curled up not a care in the world just happy to be together loving every second of bringing with each other he picked you up and and spun you and you started singing. And throughout the chorus he joined in.
Don't cry, snowman, not in front of me
Who'll catch your tears if you can't catch me, darling?
If you can't catch me, darling
Don't cry, snowman, don't leave me this way
A puddle of water can't hold me close, baby
Can't hold me close, baby
I want you to know that I'm never leaving
'Cause I'm Mrs. Snow, mr. snow til death we'll be freezing
Yeah, you are my home, my home for all seasons
So come on, let's go
Let's go below zero and hide from the sun
I love you forever where we'll have some fun
Yes, let's hit the North Pole and live happily
Please, don't cry no tears now, it's Christmas, baby
My snowman and me
My snowman and me
Baby
Don't cry, snowman, don't you fear the sun
Who'll carry me without legs to run, honey?
Without legs to run, honey
Don't cry, snowman, don't you shed a tear
Who'll hear my secrets if you don't have ears, baby?
If you don't have ears, baby
I want you to know that I'm never leaving
'Cause I'm Mrs. Snow, mr.snow till death we'll be freezing
Yeah, you are my home, my home for all seasons
So come on, let's go
Let's go below zero and hide from the sun
I love you forever where we'll have some fun
Yes, let's hit the North Pole and live happily
Please, don't cry no tears now, it's Christmas, baby
My snowman and me
My snowman and me
Baby~

~ ~ ~ ~two hours later ~ ~ ~ ~

Alastor left to go make some "friends" and he came home with so much blood on him it looked like HE was hurt it pissed me off "WHO HURT-" "I'm fine darling just a little quarrel between a few roughfanes" that still didn't convince me i looked at his wounds and simply walked into the lounge garbing something and leaving the house "My dear? Where are you going?" I shot him the evilest and dirtiest glare that only meant one thing... WAR. "no darling you cannot start a turf war with VVV THAT'S BASICALLY SUIDICE!?" he bellowed out at me "I don't... give a shit.." I went to grab the leash for our Doberman but only to get harshly grabbed by Alastor himself "y/n please...." he looked desperate but that didn't stop me i shook my hand away and got into the car and went downtown "I CALL THE TRIPLE V TURF WAR AGANST THE SNOCO FAMILY!!" i shouted on the border of my families turf and their turf. Of course Vox came out first "Y/n, darling if you missed me that much you coulda' just told me no need for an unessicariy war" vox smirked "cut the shit... you shrimp dick little momma's boy ugly ass mother fucker."

vox is up above

"Ouch darling what did i do~?" he teased you pursed you're lips feeling a new found hate for the 6'5 male as you were about to step over the border "ah ah ah~ i wouldn't if i were you" as you looked around to see 13 men with guns all aimed at you he held up his hand ready to give the signal to fire on sight "you bitch....." you stood down and pulled something from your back pocket and pulled something threw it and ran the opposite way of the grenade you threw and then you felt something red flowing from your shoulder. You'd been shot.. YOU Y/N M/N SNOCO HAD BEEN SHOT you've never been this reckless you turned to face the second V, Velvet "Y/n darling! how are you we miss in our group especially Valentino~" you grimaced at the name "To bad Voxxy is dead now hm~?" you snickered you growled "You BITCH!" she lunged at you and within seconds she was shot down "my turf bitch.." you stepped over her and walked to the final showdown But was suddenly shot as your body began to fall limp you remember you'd promised Alastor to come home safe "i-I'm sorry my love...." was the last thing you'd said before slipping into the abyss of nothingness you had knew that you're time was short anyways so you had made your will. In said will the mafia was to go to you're little brother nobody knew of him except the mafia and some friend of his, half of your fortune was to go to charity and the rest to your husband Alastor you'd also had a specific hospital you would go to when you were on your finally breath they have you're final words saved in a letter for when Alastor comes to say goodbye to you.

Minutes later all you heard was the sweetness of Alastor's voice reading your letter you'd wrote for him outloud

Just for your love, yeah, I'll Give you the world

Mona Lisa's smile

Hey And I'll do 25 to life

If it makes me a Queen

A star in your eyes

Guilty or innocent

My love is infinite, I'm giving it

No need for prisoners

Hey, yeah

I'm taking it

Yeah-

I'm taking it all for us, all

Doing it all for love

Yeah Guess you figured my two times two

Always equates to one

Dreamers are selfish

When it all comes down to it

I hope one of you come back to remind me of who I was

When I go disappearing

Into that good night

I'm taking it all for us, all

Doing it all for love.

I'll miss you Al, Signed in her final words Y/n

'I'm sorry Al I love you more than love itself I'll see you in another life my love
Then it all fades away
End of chapter 2

so far is it making me cry while writing it!!! hope you like my book some chapters coming up are going to be from Al's POV then we move on to what happened after she died