Loving you is complicated, wanna know why? That's because you're a FREAKING DRUG!. Not some ordinary drug that cure illnesses, no! Your harmful to me.
You're very existence is a walking sin to me. Do you have any idea how much I sinned because of you? Of course you don't know!, That's because I KEEP IT WELL.
Yes I admit It's my fault for barging into your life and falling in love with you. I know this whole love thing is my fault, you don't need to take the blame. That's why I need to distance my self for a while , maybe it's good if you lose interest in me, I'm ok with that.
It will be much better if you fall out of it. I'm not saying that I'm abandoning you, no it's not like that, I love you that is why.
If I keep loving you I might corrupt and hurt your well being. The thing is I'm not as good as I'm seen.
I'm not CARING, I'm not KIND, I'm not the person that you can look up too. I have many dark side that I'm afraid to show you. I'm manipulative, I'm easily get jealous, I am possessive, I'm greedy, I'm an attention seeker...just for you.
