Again I knew I could have
And yet I didn't follow thru
Blatantly denied
Myself or the other?
The chance, the new, the exciting
But then really?
Would it have been, could it have been
I will never know
once again
Over and over again.
I knew it coming
The push for more
Although close
And yet it already has been
Decided
A long time ago?
A commitment
An inner bond
As strong as it can be
Always?
And which suffering is better???
At the edge of twilight zone
Discovering
Searching
Reassurance or disproof
An act of reassurance
An act of renewal
Of the bond
Remade
Relived
In the intimacy of two-getherness
How would you
How could you
A sacrilege
A wholly union
Unison
Unquestionable
Unrefutable
And every odd time or two
An act of reassurance and disproof
