Waited for years

Last time

"Agh... give a moment" he says and opens door. "Don't you get out?"

He gets out and closes door. Charles walk to Andrea and they go. He looks at me and says "Let's go"

We get into paddock, i look for someone i know. But i didn't. He relaze that i'm looking for something. "Who are you looking for?" he asks. His questions makes me nervous. "No one" i say. His face is so serious. "Okay"

Our short answers is so annoying, i hate it. Why can't we talk like we used to. Yeah, because we broke up. For the first time we entered his garage without holding hands.

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Practice is over and Arthur is not here. He gives an interview. I get bored, so i want to walk outside. Few minutes later i bumped someone. I look at him and... it was Dennis who is my brothers best friend. "Sorry Lily" he says with a smile. "My excuse, Dennis" i smiled back.

"I didn't see you after Abu Dhabi, last year" he says. I giggle "Actually, i was in Bahrain. You didn't see me?" i ask. "You are with your boyfriend everytime, how can i see you?" he asks with a grin. He saying true, i always with him. Not with anyone else. I don't even talk with anyone. "Yeah, you are right" i say

"Will i see you in Sunday After Party?" he asks. I sometimes go after partys, but often i hanging with him. "I don't know, you know i should talk with him about it" i say. He put a hand on my shoulder. "Leave him one night and come alone" he joked. "Sure, then he gets a heart attack" i joked back. "You can be my party partner for sunday if it is okay" he offered it. "Uhm... let me think about it. I will text you" i say. "Cool, see you" he says and wave to me. I waved back and he walk.

"Lily we are going" i heard he's calling me. I turn around and walk to him. He starts to walk, didn't even look at me or wait for me.

We get in the car. Charles smiles at us. "My fav ex couple is here!" he laugh. "Now is not the time" Arthur says. Charles laugh faded. "Are you angry, bro?" he asks. "No, i am not. Now drive the car"

Okay, something was wrong but now sooo wrong. What happend to him? He wasn't angry, yeah he was serious but not angry. Sometimes i can't feel him.

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We are in elevator. There is a big silence, again.

"What is going on you" Charles asks softly. "Nothing" he cut it off. "Never mind, you can do better in qualifying" he says. "I know" he says.

Elevators door opens and Charles get out. "A plus tard" he say and waved. Elevators door closed again and we stay alone.

"How was practice" i ask, i know that he don't want to talk but i want. "Good" he cut it off, again. "How was your chat with Dennis?" he asks. But never look at me. "Normal, he asked me if i go to Sunday After Party" i say. He turns to me, i do same. His eyes are different, angry, mad, jealous? "Will you go with him?" he asks. He would never let me go without him. But we are not dating, i mean, i shouldn't ask him. "Maybe"

"You never go to party" he says. Yes, because you always wanted me be with you after race. "I want to, this time" i say. I don't wanna sit in my bed, alone in whole night. "With Dennis?" i can feel his anger. "Yeah, why not? We are friend" i say. "Fine"

Door opens and he leaves fastly. I leave behind him and go to my room.

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