Embracing my Serotonin

Chapter 49

I tilted my head. Why do i even bother to think of her? May asawa narin naman siya at ako, ikakasal narin sa araw na 'to.

"Are you really sure about this anak?"

Nagugulat na napatingin ako kay Dad. He look so bothered. Parang may gusto itong sabihin sa'kin pero di niya magawa.

"Of course Dad."i said while smiling. Napatango naman ito bago ako nginitian ng tipid. Nagtatakang tiningnan ko ang papalayo nitong pigura.

I was walking my way slowly to the aisle while staring at Caellum. Nagpapahid ito ng luha niya at masayang nakatingin sa pigura ko. How can i destroy someone like him? He's geniune. I looked around, nakita ko ang mga barkada ko at iilang professors ko noon pati narin ang ibang mga kaibigan ko.

I smiled at them. Kasama nila ang mga asawa at jowa nila. I'm really happy for my squad.

I can't help but to think of someone upon staring at my squad. Leon, almost all of us are getting married. Kung nandito ka lang sana edi kumpleto na lahat pero wala eh, bumitaw ka.

"You're not fucking going to marry him!"

Nagulantang ako dahil sa boses na yun. I immediately looked at the woman who's rushing towards my direction. Nagkagulo na ang mga tao. Nagtatakang nakatingin si Caellum sakin at kay Alex.

"What the hell are you doing?!" Caellum shouted. I stared at Alex when she suddenly pulled me beside her.

"Mr. Castro. You knew why i'm here." Nanaliksik ang mga tingin nitong sinusulyapan si Daddy. Naguguluhang tiningnan ko ito.

"I thought matatagalan kapa." my father said na mas lalong ikinataka ko. Nakangising mukha ni Alex ang bumalandara sakin habang hinihigit ako palayo ng simbahan. Nagpahila ako sakanya dahil sa sobrang gulo ng isip ko sa mga nangyare.

"Stop the car! What the fuck are you doing?!" I shouted while she still driving the car.

"Isn't it fun crushing a wedding my love?" she smirk while staring infront. Nababaliw na talaga siya.

"Alex hindi ako nagbibiro ano ba! Ibaba mo'ko!" I shouted that made her stop. She stared at me intently before deciding to stop the car.

"What the fuck is wrong with you!" hindi ko na talaga maintindihan. Ano nalang mangyayare kay Caellum? She ruined my wedding.

"I can't let you marry him." she said while gripping the steering wheel. Di ko maiwasang mapatawa ng mapakla na ikinalingon niya.

"Who the hell are you to decide?" I grittedly said. I'm trying to control myself. Ang kapal ng mukha niya.

"Stop acting na parang okay tayo when in the first place ikaw naman ang unang nangiwan!" hinihingal na sumbat ko na ikinatigil niya.

"How dare you?! Hindi paba sapat na sinira mo na'ko noon kaya hanggang ngayon pati ang kasal ko sinira mo nanaman?! Tangina Alex what the fuck is your problem?!"

Unti-unting umaagos ang luhang kanina ko pa pinigilan. Ano nanaman bang kailangan niya. She's really fucking getting into my nerves.

"I never left you." she whispered while trying to hold my hand. Nagtatakang tiningnan ko ito. Nagiwas ito ng tingin sakin habang nakayuko. Nagulat ako nang gumalaw ang mga balikat nito. She's crying.

"I fucking never left you!" she shouted while staring at me. What the hell is she talking about?

"Fucking 6 years Cass! I waited for fucking 6 years!" I stopped moving when i saw her face. It's full of tears.

"I know i hurt you but i left with no choice." she whispered.

"What are you talking about." I said while looking at her.