Reasons I'm depressed even though nobody asked :)

Reason #1

Really stupid reason but my boyfriend of 4 months broke up with me lol. I know it's really dumb but I loved him a lot. So what happened was I was talking with my friend Gavin and I asked him if he'd tell my boyfriend if I cheated on him. Gavin thought I was gonna cheat on my bf with him but no. I wasn't going to cheat at all and it was a hypothetical question. He said he wasn't going to tell my bf if I cheated on him. I then proceeded to tell Gavin that I wasn't planning on cheating on joe with him. I wasn't planning on cheating on Joe at all. He go at mad that I "played" him even though I didn't and then he sent the screenshots to him around a week after we talked and I begged him not to send them to Joe. Because I was in denial I didn't handle the breakup well. I apologized for everything I put him through and blah blah blah. He called me some shit though so that made me mad and it hurt like hell because it was coming from the love of my life. We broke up last fucking month. I still love him. I'm with someone new now and his name is Keegan. His cousin likes me apparently and now they fight even more than they did beforehand.