COLD WINTER

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Oh how much I love winter 

it's so icy cold 

just like me a mold without a soul 

I like the feeling of numb 

feeling nothing just nodding like a dumb 

my fingers are shivering and lips are quivering 

my cries are so low 

that sometimes I think why suffer just  end it all

 and go with the flow 

but in totality I can't end it all 

for god's sake I still have so much responsibility 

I'm falling and who says its the last fall 

just like first snow there would be many more but I'm not complaining about my failing 

I'm just ashamed that only on my first defeat I lost hope 

Now I have to my wound to tend and pretend it never happened 

come forward and not be coward 

but I'm still in cold running for shelter asking does it even matter

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