I sat in the cold and rain waiting patiently to meet up with my mate after so long yet nothing was happening. I called them over and over only to get a text saying 'I'll be there around 6:00pm' I let out a long frustrated sigh letting the heavy rain soak me and my bag. I was sitting under the slide and climbing frame area soaked through nearly at 7pm. I had been waiting for nearly 3 hours for one person. I decided to call my stepmum and she gladly came to pick me up but arrived at 7pm due to traffic. I was upset and shaming myself feeling like and absolute fool thinking they were actually going to want to meet me. I started overthinking that maybe she hung out with my mate i stead and replaced me . Or maybe they completely forgot i existed and that they didn't want to speak to me anymore. No maybe one was convincing the other I'm not worth it. I cried inside not wanting my emotions to spill out. I knew i could talk but i couldn't bring myself to speak. Speaking to people burnt me but soon we arrived home and I just ate food at last and watched some shitty random movie like usual when i go to my Dads house.
