this story was made so people who deal with sh or depression can feel safe and comfortable, and to let them know they are not alone.
(ANY FANART ON HERE ISN'T MINE)
(I do not own AOT or any of the characters)
for years you have been betrayed, heartb...
(TW:for cuts and scars) You wake up to the sun shining through you're window and you sigh "another pointless day of sadness and battles.." you get up out of bed and look down at the scars and somewhat fresh cuts on you're arms and thighs "why do I do this to myself? Why can't I stop hurting myself? It's like when I start I can't stop, i"ll never get better at this point." You're thoughts were interrupted by someone knocking on you're door "who is it?" You sit up out of bed and walk to the closet to grab clothes "hange Zoe" she sound like she just woke up "come in." You button up you're shirt being careful not to brush the sleeves against you're still raw skin "hey...how are you feeling (Y/N)?" She sits on the edge of you're bed "I'm ok I guess, everyday is a challenge but I'll make it." You slip you're pants on and look over at hange,by the look on her face you could tell she saw them "I'm trying to stop hange,I really am" you sit next to her silently "I believe you, stuff like that takes time, and you're taking it, that's all that matters, I really care about you (Y/N) I really do,so does Erwin, and surprisingly Levi might too,he's the one who sent me here to check on you,he said you didn't come out of you're room as early as you normally do so..I guess he was a little worried." She has a smile on her face like always "I didn't think he knew how to worry about anyone." You and hange bust out laughing causing you both to fall backwards on you're bed.
After a few more minutes of you and hange laughing about Levi you both go get breakfast,you almost make it to the table with eren and his friends when you hear a familiar voice call out to you "(Y/N)! Come sit with the rest of us adults" hange is waving her hands at you like a crazy woman, you walk over there and sit in-between Levi and hange "so (Y/N) how have you been" hange takes a bite of her bread "you literally asked me that this morning and I said I was great" hage swallows her bite of bread "ah ah ah, you said "I'm Ok I gUeSs, EvErYdAy Is A cHaLlEnGe BuT I'Ll MaKe It." Hage corrects you "hehe...yeah...I guess I did say that" you poke you're food with you're spoon "hange it's not right to mock someone when there feeling bad about themselves" Levi takes a sip of his tea "whatever you say Levi,(Y/N)...I'm sorry for mocking you.." she puts her hand on you're back "it's fine i-" "no it's not fine,it wasn't right for me to do that" hange takes a bit of her food "heh" you take a sip of you're water and put you're head down "(Y/N) aren't you going to eat?" You hear erwin's voice is full of concern "no,I'm ok" you push you're food over to hange "you need to eat" you feel Levi tap you're leg with his foot "ffffine" you take your plate back from hage and start eating, hange just stares at you with a smile on her face "why are you starring at me?" You ask her with you're mouth full "guys! I have an idea!, Since today is a free day and we don't really have much to do why don't we take (Y/N) to go do some fun stuff,like go to the fair, I know you like that (Y/N),so how about it? Are you up for a little fun (Y/N?)" Hange looks at you for approval.
It takes you a few minutes to think about it "you know what, forget it, yeah I'm up for it" you smile at her "great,what about you Erwin? Are you coming?" "Probably not,I have a lot of paperwork to get done" Erwin gets up from the table and says goodbye to everyone "ok then ok I guess it's just me, you, molbilt and Levi" hange smiles at you "I never agreed to go to a damn fair.." Levi gives hange the stink eye "Levi.. please..I would love for you to be there with me.. please?" You and him Lock eyes for a very long silent moment "So ThIs Is LoVe MmMm So ThIs Is LoOoOoVeEeEeE." Hange cups her cheeks "shut up hange" you lightly hit her on the shoulder feeling a blush crawl up you're cheeks "oh come on (Y/N)" hage chuckles "I'll go" you snap you're head to Levi "what?" You tilt you're head to one side "I'll go as long as we get to go on the fairest wheel" Levi takes another sip of his tea.
After a while of you and hange talking you decide to go get dressed to go to the fair.
You go into you're room to pick an outfit to Wear.
This is what you pick
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