Embracing my Serotonin

Chapter 42

Through out the ride ay nakangiti lang ito habang ang kanang kamay nito ay nakahawak lang sa thigh ko. She's persistent, ayaw niyang magpasuway kainis.

"This is my sweet haven, my little kubo."

Bumalandara sakin ang literal na kubo talaga, gawa ito sa kawayan. Napalibot ang tingin ko at nakita ang ilog sa may likod nito. Napalingon naman ako kay Alex nang nakatingin lang ito sakin habang nakangiti.

"Bakit mo'ko dinala dito??", she wrapped her hands on my waist before staring at my eyes.

"I had been thinking of the thought of , you and me in my haven eversince before. I'd been looking forward to the day that i could finally find the courage to bring you to my sacred place , no one knows about this except me."

Punong puno ng emosyon ang mata nito, kumikislap ito sa saya. I'd never thought that this day would come, that somehow i would be the reason of her joy.

"I'm sorry if i took a lot of time to finally embrace the beautiful human that you are. I'm sorry if i had been a coward towards the truth of my feelings. I just want you to know, that i'm not really so good upon expressing.......but i'm trying. I'm trying to improve myself to deserve you."

Hanggang ngayon, siya parin talaga ang kaisa isang tao na nagpapabilis ng tibok ng puso ko. Her stares and words, it's full of sincerity. How many times did i dream of this moment? Nangyayare na ang hinahangad ko. Nakakasama ko na siya.

"It's all in the past now Lenon. I'm happy.", nginitian ko ito habang hinawakan ang pisnge nito. Kinuha naman nito ang kamay ko bago ito hinalikan. Ngumiti ito sakin ng tipid.

"Cassidy, I love you."

Nanlaki ang mata ko dahil sa sinabi nito. Sa pagsambit nito ay syang pagtulo rin ng luha sa mata nito. Her eyes, it's full of love. Ang lawak ng ngiti nito sakin. I couldn't believe , i would be able to hear the words that i've been wanting to hear eversince.

"A-Alex....", napayakap ako ng mahigpit sakanya at tumulo ang luha dahil sa saya. Ang saya ko. Napakasaya ko.

"Hey, why are you crying?." , napailing-iling lang ako habang niyayapos ito. Her hugs tightened. Inilayo naman ako nito ng bahagya tsaka ako nito hinalikan sa noo.

"I'm just happy, Lenon." , nakangiting sambit ko rito habang pinapahid niya ang mumunting luha na tumatakas sa mata ko.

"Let's head inside first.", tinanguan ko naman ito. Hinawakan nito ang kamay ko bago ako akayin papasok ng kubo.

Di'ko maiwasang mamangha nang makita ang loob. Napaka linis sa loob at organize ang mga gamit. Ang ganda rin ng design sa loob kahit amakan ito. Napalingon naman ako kay Alex na nahuli kong kanina pa pala nakatingin sakin habang nakangiti.

"Why don't we just eat first?" , inakay naman ako nito papuntang kusina na maliit. Ang simple lang talaga dito. She's wealthy but i didn't know na may ganitong kubo siya. I just really knew some part of her and i'm happy that she's slowly letting me witness the different side of her being.

"How's my kubo?", nginitian ko naman ito habang sinusubo ang pagkain sa hapag.

"Honestly di'ko akalain na may ganito ka palang tinatayo at kubo pa talaga but, Alex thankyou....." sambit ko rito na ikinatigil niya sa pagkain. Nagangat ito ng tingin sakin bago ako tinitigan. "for letting me in."

Lumawak ang ngiti nito sakin. Ilang beses ko na atang nakita ang mukha nitong maganda na kumikislap sa saya. She's far different from the Alex that I know before.

"You don't have to. I was really planning to bring you here.", she said na ikinakunot ng noo ko. Naramdaman niya ata ang pagtataka sa mukha that's why she cleared her voice before looking away. Biglang namula ang mukha nito na ikinangisi ko. Fuck , did she just blushed infront of me?

"Drop that stares of yours." , napangisi naman ako sa reaction nito. Ang cute niya tangina.

"Cute mo talaga pakiss nga." sabi ko rito na ikinatingin nito sakin bigla.

"Here.", i was a bit shocked when she suddenly pointed her lips. " put your lips here. I was curious what it taste like to mix the food that you eat with my kisses, Janea."

I feel like my heart skips a beat when she suddenly moved her face closely to me kahit may pagitan samin. Her gaze went to my lips that made me lick it. What the hell is this kind of heat.

She suddenly pulled my nape to kiss her. She bit my lips that made me opened my mouth. She's really serious about what she said earlier, goodness. Her tongue was roaming in my mouth. Habol ang hiningang binitawan ko ito matapos niya akong halikan. She's smiling widely like a freak right now.

"You're too much for my taste bud.", she said while grinning mischievously. She lick her lower lip in a slow manner before speaking.

"Delizioso."