Heart display (Killua x Reader)

Chapter 1~ Dreading start

2 years ago..

"Y/n" my moms voice sits in the background.

"Y/n! Hurry!" she yells but now i hear her more clear, "mom i dont want to go." i say fearing of what my future holds.

You see our world hasn't been in its best, trees are dying, lakes have dried and seas are so disgusting and dirty you cant dare to even look at them. Slowly our world is dying and people are taking advantage of the situation. By people i mean the 'Overmorrow'. Our world has trusted this sort of 'movement' to lead us threw the catastrophies but in my eyes, its the start of a bigger war.

I know my overeaction comes from all these strange dystopian books i read all the time, but truth be told thats how i felt at the start.

Now here im looking my mother dead in the eyes while she is trying to save me from the bad people of the 'Overmorrow'. They just announced half an hour ago that they'll be checking all children of the age of 13 and higher for possible abnormalities.

The 'Overmorrow' is trying to collect children around the world that carry some strange source of power. I personally don't have any of that and i see no reason in leaving my home and hide away like some cockroach. "Mom im okay. There is no reason to leave im going to be okay." i say placing a hand on her shoulder.

"Honey you don't know that. What if the test results take you away." she says.

"Your mother is right Y/n, we cannot risk your safety." My dad comes out of the kitchen looking more worried as the seconds pass by.

"We have to go. Now Y/n."

"Im fine"

"No Y/n"

"Mom, Dad i know my body im not gonna-"

*Knock*

And there it was.

My Moms eyes widened while Dad took a deep breath and opened the door. I could swear he hadn't been breathing into the whole process.

"Good afternoon, in your dedication in Overmorrow, we would wish any children at the age 13 or higher for our tests." 

*thump* *thump*

Altough i knew i was a totally normal girl and everything was going to be just fine i couldn't stand my heart jumping up and down threw my ears. The shake of my hands, the tink of sweat dropping down my cheek. Or was it a tear?

"Yes ofcourse" My Mother said.

"I will go first." My brother Luke stepped in first.

The soldier nodded and took out a blue needle.

Slowly he injected it in my brothers arm and took out some blood, with that he inserted it into an other strange device. 

*breath*

The little button on the device turned red. 

My brother exhaled all his air and then looked at me. No, scratch that. The room itself was looking at me. The walls, the carpet, that dumb old lady in my dads drawings looked me dead in the soul. "Run" thats what i saw in her eyes.

I took my first step.

*run*

my second one

*save yourself*

and an other and an other untill i reached the soldier. "Raise your hand" He said and took my arm.

He did the same steps as he did in my brother, he took the needle out and injected it in the small machine. 'Everything is fine" i told myself and relaxed.

*Beep*

..

The machinery died.

The soldier took out his gun and pointed it at my head. "No please! There must be some misunderstanding!" My mother yelled but i could't hear anything.

I just witnessed the machine go green, and then completely demolish, shutter into thousand pieces.

And then it all happened in beat. The soldier grabbing me by the neck putting an awful type of muzzle tight in my mouth, my mothers screams and my fathers gun pointing at the soldiers head.

Or was it the soldier shooting my father? and then my mother.

Whats ironical, one of the bullets hit that old picture lady exactly inbetween her eyes. That is atleast what i remember before fainting by a strong smell.

Present~ One year later

*Breath* *breath*

*Breath*

...

I can't.

I lay on my back, on the cold stony same floor. I reach for the tall stony drippy roof. I see my blurry hand. I really don't know if that is my hand anymore. I suppose it is, it has been attached to my body forever now. And i can sort of feel it. But, the thing is any day now someone would want it maybe even a toe or even a leg. And he shall have it. Because he has the money to buy my body parts. Because im an experiment. Im a menance. Im a monster.

Why would anyone lock in a stone hell a 16 year old girl now almost 17. Why would anyone want throw you around like a ragdol if god didn't just make you as a joke. An anectode.

I turn my head and look at the numbers of days i'd writted with some chalk i stole abotu half a year ago from some scientists at my last experiments.

Before they completely shutted me out from any type of living creature. 

I must be the most horrific creature in this planet. 

I close my eyes. I don't know to whom i should pray. I have no idea if im dead or not.

I look at the window, i mean you could call it a window. Its more of a wide line with bars that let's a tint of sunlight inside other wise it would be utter darkness. It helps me know if its day or night.

Not that it matters.

..

*knock*

My heart jumps out of my soul.

The door opens and a soldier with blue eyes approaches me..

There is something different about him. Something kind. He approaches me and grabs my arm.

"Miss l/n, im here to take you."

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Authors note--> Hey! I know its been so very long before i actually posted here but im back i guess? Anyways i guess you are wondering who this soldier is.. Hmmm..

Well thanks for reading the first chapter. <3 I'll update soon!