this is gonna be a book of smut for y'all negan lovers if y'all want more chapters lmk and I'll make it ignore my spelling through this tho lol
Gonna use either yn or kc maybe beck
Request?
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Smut
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My name is beck and i grew up in California after everything went to shit I met a man a man named negan we fell in love and he proposed on a dark bridge in the rain we were both covered in blood I said yes.
Me and negan were running through the woods trying to catch a dog that stole a bag of supplies out of my hands
I was about to catch the dog when suddenly I sprained my ankle
"AH" I yelled
"Beck!" He yelled running twords me with a concerned look in his eyes
"I'm okay I just sprained my ankle..ill be fine" I said
He picked me up and started on our path home
Now we live at hilltop, it's been years since Rick and even longer since negan was a bad man
I never believed he was bad just broke
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I fell asleep and when I woke I was in Our bed
I looked up and saw negan watching me sleep as he was sitting in a chair
"Creep" I mumbled
"Sorry you just look so beautiful" he whispered
I giggled stepping out of bed and onto his lap
I leaned my head down and kissed him gently
"I love you" I whispered agaisnt his lips
"I love you to" he whispered back
I smiled not knowing this will be our final kiss.. not knowing what was coming.
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The med gave me a wrap for my foot
I obviously wasn't gonna stay off of it
I wanted to help build the wall back becuase walkeres have destroyed it
"WE GOT SOMETHING COMING" I heard someone yell
I climbed the wall Ladder to see this..
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"Shit" I mumbled
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A new group came to us the "commonwealth" they said they could help us rebuild
--time skip to when things go bad with the commonwealth and we start fighting--
Negan was captured by the commonwealth
I've been looking for him for a long time scared for him
I was running with a gun in my hand ready to fight
"you have 10 SECONDS to give our people back or we will Start blasting" Maggie yelled
She started counting down
It felt like forever
But before she got to 10 they started shooting
It was a war zone
I was shooting people coming up from behind while Maggie was trying to keep the front cleared
It started to pour and walkers started piling up
I looked at Maggie and we locked eyes
"Go find him" She said knowing I was scared for negan
I got up and ran the rain making it progressively harder to see
Out of no where I got grabbed by my arm
I looked up to see negan
"Negan" I said hugging him tight
"Beck your okay" he said and sighed of relief
"Negan there's something I have to tell y-" I was cut off by us getting shot at
"Shit!" I yelled shooting back
Once I was done shooting I looked around and negan was gone
We had gotten separated
"Negan!" I yelled
"Beck! Run!" He yelled back
"NO I CANT LEAVE YOU!" I yelled
"Beck I love you but run!" .....
I wish I never ran that day it will always continue to huant me
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"Negan?" I asked walking up to the body lifeless on the ground
It was pouring and foggy
"No.." I said stepping closer
My hand slowly went to my stomach
"Negan no.." i said starting to cry
Maggie ran up to me and grabbed me
"It's okay... hey hey look at me ur okay" She said
"I never got to tell him" I said crying
"Tell him what?" She whispered
My hand fell to my stomach again
"I'm...-"
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I miss negan to this day.. I remember it all so vividly I left the groups and went on my own after that day
