y/n pov
harlem📍lately darrian has been distant and you've been wondering why
you hadn't done anything to upset him and if you did he would've said something but he's just acting different lately
not as clingy, doesn't speak to you much, and just not the same
you just arrived at his house and you planned to talk to him
he opened the door with a blank expression
you felt a little weird and upset because ever since you guys met every single time he opens the door and sees you no matter what mood he's in he smile at you and gives you a hug
but this time he just opened up the door and let you in
"d, can i talk to you?" you asked and nodded
you both sat down in the couch
"you've just been mad distant and acting different are you ok? did i do something?" you looked at him
"nah i'm straight" he leaned back on the couch
"stop lying your cleary not" you mugged him cuz he was obviously lying
"bro i'm good" he sucked his teeth
"and than you never call me bro" she added on
he just stayed silent and shook his head
"what's wrong? please just tell me!" she raised her voice
"AINT NOTHING WRONG BRO SHUT THE FUCK UP" he snapped at you
"DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME LIKE THA? YOU OUTTA YA FUCKING MIND? THERES CLEARY SOMETHING WRONG" she yelled back at him
she wasn't jacking the way he was speaking to ha at all
he stood up "AII SINCE YOU WANNA KNOW SO BAD YOU WHATS WRONG THE PROBLEM IS FUCKING YOU" he yelled in frustration
"EVERYTIME I SEE YOU ION FEEL SHIT NO MORE. ION GOT THE URGE TO TOUCH YOU, SEE YOU, KISS YOU, COMPLIMENT YOU, NOTHING I AINT IN LOVE WIT YOU NO MORE THATS IT" he yelled letting all his feeling out
what?
you ain't understand
"i'm tha horrible?" you thought to yourself
you covered your mouth in shock as you tried not to cry.
you really didn't expect that
you ain't even look at the nigga after that.
"youn got shi to say now huh?" he asked
"since when you can't communicate ya feelings." you said still not looking at him just looking at him straight ahead
you cut him off before he could speak "actually i don't even needa say nun else to you i can't make you love me or make you want me. i'ma just have someone come get my shi so youn ever have to see me again after this since i'm so bad." you shook your head and stood up as you continued to not look at him
as you reached for the front door you heard a voice say your name
"y/n?"
you turned to look and it was darrians little sister
"hi baby" you put on a smile bending down as she ran to hug you
she wrapped her arms around you, you always loved her hugs "why you leaving so soon? i missed you" she said
you stayed not wanting to tell her what actually happened but also not wanting to lie to her
"is it because d doesn't like you anymore?" she asked
"just go to ya room" darrian said trying to not let the conversation continue
"no your mean. she's beautiful how could you not love her?" she spoke in an adorable tone
you were surprised that she knew this much you expected her to not really be paying attention to whatever y'all was just talking about
"i'm sorry. im really sorry, gansta but i cant help how i feel" ddot spoke as he frowned looking at his sister
she tightened her grip around you "your my favorite you'll always be my favorite no matter who else comes after" she said
"favorite what?" you asked in confusion
"my favorite girl. my favorite girl out of all d's girlfriends i love you" she spoke
"your my favorite too baby" you smiled hugging her back
after you two pulled away "one more thing y/n wait" she said before quickly running into her room and running back out
"i have these extra pictures keep them" she smiled handing them to you and your heart melted when you saw them
visual of the pictures
"im gonna miss you" she looked up at you with her big brown eyes"i'll miss you more" you smiled
with that you walked out feeling a even bigger urge to cry
once the door closed you instantly started crying
"wait uh y/n" darrian spoke opening the door
you turned around wiping your tears quickly
"you can still you know hang out with her. if you don't wanna talk to me no more you can just text my mom whenever you wanna see her" he said
"now he wanna switch up and be nice the fuck" you thought to yourself
you nodded and than walked off
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wow didn't expect that