Their will be mention of self harm, thoughts of suicide, thoughts of harming others, and prolly gore.
Also if someone actually cares enough to read this I might repeat stuff because I forgot I said it before:^
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I was literally feeling better but out some reason my parents brought up how "I used to want to be called somthing else" like I still do. But them saying this threw me into my summer depression. Last school year I was depressed and over the summer. Then I got better well slightly better.... now tha it's summer in depressed again or mabey I as always depressed I just don't have anything to distract me.
I try to hang out with my friends as much as I can cuz it makes me happy but I bearly have the motivation to get out of bed. I stay up all night and sleep for like 5 hours after the sun rises and just sit in bed watching tv only leaving to use the restroom or grab food.
Also I used to cut myself and I was clean for almost a year and now I'm not... :/
I feel Luke I could do better if I go to a mental hospital or phyce ward (dk how to spell phyce-) But I've asked my parents and they said they would never do that to their child. My friends tell me not to cuz they have been to one multiple times and they said I shouldn't it sucks. But my ex who was in the ward recently thinks it's a break..
That's how I feel Like it will be. Their made to help you s why shouldn't I go if I feel like I'm literally breaking.
My parents won't cuz im not a danger to myself or others. I can never build up the courage to kms cause it will hurt to many others feelings if I did so. :/
