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D.O - Perfectly Imperfect

back with another update! I'm going to post the 2nd part to the Chen imagine soon! :)

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You weren't like the other girls around you: skinny, flat stomach, slim face, or thigh gaps.

You were averaged sized with a little chubs on you. You had curves and still had baby fat on your face and definitely did not have a thigh gap.

You really worried about your relationship with d.o. He always made delicious food for you and you ate it. You didn't really care about your weight until recently you've been getting comments like:

"I think you should stop eating"

"You know there's a gym nearby?"

"Wow you've gotten bigger!"

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You and D.O were as usual eating lunch together at your house. He made your favorite. You were excited while eating.

"______, I think you should slow down on eating. I've noticed you've been...growing." he smiled while looking back at the tv.

You knew he was joking around...right?

You guys finished and went to the couch to watch tv together. SNSD came on performing The Boys (a/n I just chose a song at the top of my head!)

"Kyungie" you said to D.O. He didn't respond.

"Do Kyungsoo." you said. He didn't answer again and you looked up. You saw his eyes glued on snsd's performance. You noticed their clothing showed off their bodies and felt your insecurity coming back again.

You poked D.O's face and he looked at you ," yeah?"

"uh, you like their performance?"

"Yeah it's amazing; I really like yuri's stomach; she must workout a lot. You should get some tips from her, you know, to stay healthy. You're kind of getting bigger than most of the girls I know." he laughed and looked back at the tv.

You couldn't believe what he just said. You were on the verge of crying before you got up and said you were tired and went upstairs.

4 weeks later

You haven't been eating much. You always denied D.O's cooking and went to your room all the time.

D.O has always been out eating with his sm friends. Tonight he went again.

You stayed home as always and waited until he came back.

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It was about 11 pm and you felt dizzy again. You only ate an apple this morning and a cabbage for lunch. You heard the door open when suddenly you blacked out.

You woke up in the hospital. You felt very weak and when your eyes adjusted, you saw D.O at your side.

"______? Are you awake?" he said and you noticed tear streaks on his face.

You nodded and said, "Kyungie why are-"

"______-ah wae?! Why haven't you been eating? Why are you starving yourself? Look at you, you're pale and it looks like you lost 50 pounds. Tell me what's wrong jagi." he cried while holding my hands.

You paused for a moment and looked away.

"I-I was scared you wouldn't love me anymore, for who I was. I wasn't like the other girls. You admired the other girls for their great bodies while I was just in the corner stuffing myself. Can't you just love me for who I am now? I'm finally like the others and now you're worrying why I'm like this? You even told me yourself that I should lose weight and stop eating so much. I got all these comments about how I should stop eating and it's been killing me!" you yelled back while endless tears trailed down your face.

You watched as tears continued to fall on his face.

"Hajima! Hajima! Stop crying, now you're making me feel guilty about what I've done to myself." you said as you shut your eyes close and turned your head.

You turned to D.O and saw him smiling at you. You were about to say something when suddenly he placed a kiss on your lips.

"Jagiya, I love you for who you are now and even before. I'm sorry if I offended you and for now that you've become like this. I'm the stupid one to let you suffer like this and not even notice. You're perfectly imperfect which makes me love you, every bit of you. It doesn't matter if you're 50 pounds, 150 pounds, or even more; there's more of you for me to love. Always remember that."

"Saranghae _____."

you smiled.

"Nado saranghae."

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