I put my hand on my forehead. "I didnt mean that" i say. Did i mean that? "But you said I was like an addicted child to his mother" he says. His voice begin to raise. "Arthur please, Jessie is sleeping right now and i really dont want to fight with you. Just let me sleep" i say. I hate when Arthur raises voice.
"Fine but just know, youre breaking my heart" he says and lay on the bed. I sit next to him. He turn his face. I put my hand on his back. "I love you" i say. "It's too late" he says. "Why do you think i'm here" i say. He still dont looking at me. "For cheer" he says. "Cheer for who?" i ask. "For Kev" he says. "And?" i say. He turns to me. "Me." he says.
"I love you" i said again. I can say over and over. He smile and close his eyes. "I love you more" he says. I smile and layed next to him. He hugged me while his eyes were closen. "I can do everything for you, you know?" he say. "I know and i can do everything for you also" i said.
...
I looked at the bed. It is empty, where is Arthur? I got out. Jessie is still sleeping. I went to the balkony. Sat on the chair. How do i tell him?
I saw someone went to balkony. It was Jess. I smiled to her. She was avoiding her eyes. "Morning sunshineee" i said. She smiled little and sat on my lap. She put her head on my shoulder. "Did you sleep well?" i asked. "I heard" she said. I can realize she is still sleeppy. "What did you hear baby?" i asked. "You were fighting and Arthur yelled at you angryly. Then you got sad"
I felt said about she heard about last night. "I wasnt sad Jess, i was just bored" i said. "No, you were sad. Then Arthur got sad too. Is this normal?" she said. "Look Jess, we didnt hurt eachother, okay. Everything is fine. He didnt controll himself, just it. Arthur just missed me" i said. "You were fighting Lily. I know when people fighting" she said. I feel bad. It isnt nice for a 5 year old to hear that. "I am sorry Jess. I wont that you hear this" i said.
"No problem. Sometimes my dad shouting on calls. Fighting with somebody and then he closes his phone. After that he gets sad and dont want to see anyone. The next day he buys me chocolate. But i just wondering, is this normal?" she said. Oh my god Jessie. Is that how this asshole treats to her. "Are you seeing your father when he is shouting to somebody?" i asked. "Often yes" she said.
I looked to her. "Jessie do you want to live with me in Monaco?" i asked. I really dont care what will Thomas say. I just caring about Jessie. She needs a good family. Not this asshole. "What about my school?" she asked. "You can go to school in Monaco also" i said. "You, me and Arthur going to be family?" she asked. "Yes, if you want" i said. "Yey, i will have new friends and stay with you" she said happily. I kissed her chest.
"Morning kiss? Can i get one?" i turned. Arthur is looking at us and smiling. He sat next to me. "Bonjour mon amour" he said. "Good morning love" i said. "Whats mean... that word" Jessie asked. "Which word" Arthur asked. "You said bonjour and then" she said. "Its mean my love" i said. "Are you calling eachother French?" she asked. "All the language we know" Arthur said.
"How many language you know?" she asked. "I know French, English, Spanish and Italian" he said. "Ohh that too much" jessie said. Arthur laught. "I know" he said. Jessie turned to me. "Can i learn new language in Monaco?" she asked to me. Arthur looks confused. Ugh Jess why dont you let me explain to Arthur later.
"First breakfast. Go get ready baby" i said. She should leave us alone for a moment. She nodded and get into door. "What does it mean?" Arthur asked. Im looking to sky. I cant look into his eyes right now. "Mon ange can you look at me?" he said. I turned to him. "Arthur... just..." i said some words but didnt make a sentence. "You want her live with us?" he asked. I dont know what to say. I know that Arthur wont get angry about it. But we have already survived a chaos yesterday. And today, new big thing. And i will tell him that i dont want marriage. It'll be our worst days. "Mon ange when you will say a word?" he asked again. "I want her live with us" i said. "I liked that idea" he said and smile. He kissed me quickly. He got up from the chair and held out his hand to me to hold, i hold it.
"Lets go to breakfast" he said.
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Race day
"Good luck" i said and kissed him. Then he kissed me. He walked away from me and waved to me as he got into his car. I will watch from garage. This is his first race in F2. I'm more excited than him. I hope he wins.
I heard notification sound. I take my phone and look. From Lizzy.
Lizzyy💞
- Girl - Whats that?
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Just a story-
-Didnt you break up?
No?-
- But you said that you will
No, i said i wont marry. But i think thats not the time to tell-
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Ok -you better do
I didn't answer. I should focus on Jessie and Arthur right now. Not Lizzy and her stupid things.
I'm posting a new chapter in a month. I am sorry for the delay.
