PAGE 1
im exhausted...
Im tired...
I can't do it anymore....
Words i said after i came home from school
My parents were fighting again, it was all normal for me, but i couldn't help my self to get jealous at others..
They all have loving parents, a happy life.
As i got to my room
I locked the door
Put my things away
It was a friday night anyways
I sat on my bed, thinking and talking to my self if i could still handle the pain
I can't do it anymore... i said while crying
I want to disappear.. i want to end my pain...
I went through a lot.. i want to rest...
I said as i get my blade from my side table
As i cut my wrist, blood dripped to my bed as i continuesly cut my self
i did it again.
I did it again.
I did it again.
I attempted suicide again.
I failed my promise again.
As i threw the blade, my wrist is still bleeding.
I can't let my parents know about this, i can't let them
I'll just sleep my pain away...again...
Before i sleep, i took 3-6 pills of melatonin for a better sleep though my doctor didn't approve of that.
I slept through the night in pain.
YOU ARE READING
CHASING THE ENDLESS STARS
Randomabout: abt a high school student who is mentally not stable, and suffering from depression. Then one day met a boy that saved her life. But things isn't gonna go exactly as planned. CHAPTER AND PAGES (GOAL) chapter: 10 chapter Pages: 3-6 per chapter...
