"way yo hbs" i asked
"dey pussy ahh help u diss onna net but ain't here to save ya from da real killas" i mumbled
i seen quan and los coming downstairs so i shoot h2 three times inna head and we ran out da house to da car and k5 pulled off fast asf.
"got us doing ts in plain daylight" 2two said
"stfu pussy" los said
kb sparked the blunt and quan started rolling up. "swang ah wood dis way" i said grabbing my weed. i sat my glock on my lap and started rolling up
"wtm tn" k5 asked
"shit dey having some shit onna block everybody pose to be out dey later on" quan said
"ty party" i asked and he nodded
"fs gone be dey" i said
i sat back and lit my blunt up. i tuned everybody out and thought about tamia being pregnant. we don't even know each other, i only know she von and da twins lil sister. lil girl prolly 17 or sum. imma grown ahh man. just turned 21
ian ready for no baby but sometimes ts ain't ah option. my momma gone crazy if she found out i was the reason ah girl ain't wanna keep dey baby.
ik i keep saying ts but my momma raised me right, she be on my neck bout these females that's why she don't meet nobody cus she think ts serious and these hoes aint nothing but ah hoe.
tamia pov
location: mya house
"u coming wit us tn" nya asked me
"where y'all going" i asked fixing mya hair
mya called me ova begging me to lay her wig back down and style it like ik how to do hair. ik ah lil sum lmao but still these mfs be working me. i be doing dey hair, make up, let them wear my clothes all kinda shit. ion mind tho cus i definitely steal they shit all da time.
i love my sisters boy istg. them mfs right dey don't play bout me, maybe because im da baby idk. but growing up i never fought unless i had to, cus of 2 reasons. mfs knew not to play me cus of who my daddy, brother and sisters was, and i beat 3 bitches up and never had to fight again. fought three big bitches by myself at dat and didn't have not one mark on me
best and believe my sisters been onnat. at da school everyday to come get me.
"ty having a party on da block" nya said
"on da block all dem nigga be posted up on" i asked and they nodded
"hn ian goin" i said
"ts gone get shot up and yk it" i said
"quan nem gone be dey" nya said
"duh that's why ts gone get shot up" i mumbled and they laughed
"i brought ah bottle and all" mya said
"ian getting drunk rn" i said and they both looked at me
"fuck u got going on, youn never turn down no drink" nya said and i stayed quiet
i wanna tell 'em cus ik they gone give me good ass advice but they might dtm and make me feel bad about the situation like how my momma would and ion wanna hear ts rn istg i don't.
"girl whatchu hiding" mya asked
"right cus ik my sister and my baby definitely hiding something" nya said
"how yk" i laughed
"girll i raised you ik when u lying, when u hiding something, ik everything" nya said
"im pregnant but idk if imma keep da baby" i said and nya mouth dropped
"pregnant by jt" she asked and i nodded
"lorrddd mia" mya said
"whatchu gone do" nya asked
"idk bru" i said doing mya edges
"u gone kill nep nep" mya asked laughing making me and nya laugh
"mya stfu" i said
"what y'all think i should do" i asked putting the hair stuff away
"he gone be dey and help out" mya asked
"he ain't got no choice i'll beat df out dat boy, and his momma don't even play dat" nya said
"i say keep it" mya shrugged
"it ain't up to us.. tamia you ready for ah baby? like that's ah big responsibility fr" nya said rolling up
"idk ig" i mumbled
i really don't know. like part of me really wanna keep it but that 25% of me don't wanna keep cus i'm scared of what other ppl gone think. especially my momma.
everything she say hurts me and get under my skin. plenty nights i wanted to kill myself just off things she said or how she acted towards me.
but i feel like this what i need. ts stressful.
"just make the right decision fuck what everybody else think. and that's including yo mother. fuck dem. dis yo life you 19, going on 20 soon. you grown asf. but don't grown up to fast den later on regret it" nya said
"babies are blessing tho, maybe that's whatchu need to get right now you got so much potential u just need motivation" mya said passing me the blunt
"idk imma think more about it" i said
"how far along u might be or u don't know" nya asked
"idk. we been fucking for about 2-3 months now" i said
"we gone figure something out. just know we forever got you" nya ensured me
