Back to My Old Self (English)

This is just an English short story I made up, or it might just be a part of a long story I will make. I don't really know yet. It suddenly pop out of my mind, so I wrote it here.

English is not my first language so kindly excuse my grammar.

Thank you.

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I am bored. I am old and my body hurts. I miss the times when I was still young. I miss it. I wish I could go back to time. I wish I could be young again.

My life sucks.

I'm tired of my work. I'm sick of it.
I didn't do the things that I want. And I can't do it anymore because of my age.

I'm already 55 years old, it's only a matter of years before I become 60. I live alone. I have no wife, and no children. I have a girlfriend before but she left me after taking all of my money.

My life sucks, right?

My parents are already dead. I have no siblings. I have no family, now.

Well, I do have a friend who visits me everyday. Actually, she's annoying. She keeps talking and talking, telling me everything that I should do.
Hah. Who does she think she is?

Anyway, I just ignore it, I just ignore her. I don't want to spend my time with those. I'm too old.

Time flies right? One moment you were a good looking young man, then the next thing you knew, you're just a useless old man.

If I could just be the one I was before, with a strong body, a good memory, and my young face.

If I could just....

Oh, haven't I introduced myself yet? I'm Norico Alva, an old man wishing for a miracle to be young again.

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