dear diary

chapter 2

Its Christmas evening it's been a hard four days without my best friends I was alone because I'm the only Gryffindor who stayed at school I thought there would be more students but I was wrong counted all together there are ten students at school right now 3 Hufflepuffs 1 Slytherin 1 Gryffindor and 5 Ravenclaws
I get up from my bed it's already 1 p.m. I sigh I didn't spoke to Draco a whole week and I don't know if the plans had changed but I decide to put on some neat clothes and walk down the corridors to the great hall when I see Draco in his black suit he is so hot with that suit when he sees me he smiles to me "Potter I thought you were not coming" he says with a smile on his face and walks over to me I smile to him "I have a little surprise for you to say thank you but you have to close your eyes" he says I swallow "you don't trust me aren't you" he asks disappointed "no it's just Hermione warned me" I say "can we just forget what happened in the past" he asks I nod he smiles "close your eyes" he says I do what he says he takes me hand and we walk I don't know where we are going after a while I hear him say something under his breath I can't say what I hear something open and close and then he says I can open my eyes I open them and see the Slytherin common room with a Christmas three and all kinds of decorations "I know it's not much" he says "it's more than I've ever seen thank you" I say and turn to Draco "so you mean you like this" he asks I nod "with the Dursleys I was locked up in my room the whole day and with the Weasleys it wasn't that much as this in the Gryffindor common room we kept arguing about the decorations we didn't want any green so no Christmas three nor an advent wreath" I say "why no green" he asks "I guess the same reason why there is no red in here" I say "oh yeah okay I understand" he says I smile "but why are you saying it's not much" I ask "my parents always want the best for me and since the dark lord lives with us should it even be better" he says "Voldemort lives with you" I ask "I shouldn't have said that" he says facepalming himself "it's okay" I say he looks up at me "I don't let him destroy my happiness" he smiles at me "you really are what they say" he says "what do they say" I ask "you are really kind and happy with what you have" he says I nod "come sit down" he says I nod we go and sit on the couch "where are your friends" he asks "with their family" I say he nods "why did you stay here" I ask "because I don't want to be near the dark lord" he says "I thought you were a death eater that's not what that kind of people would say" I say he chuckles "I'll tel you a secret but don't tell anyone" he says I nod "I am a death eater" he whispers even though no one can hear us "you're a what" I ask "but I don't want to" he says "why not" I ask he looks up and then straight in my eyes "because I don't want to be like my dad" he says "what do you mean" I ask "I don't want to be like my family my father hates me because of my sexuality and the only way to make my choices right is being a death eater" he says I nod there is a silence between us it's not uncomfortable but it's nice "did I fucked it up with you after what I said" he asks "no it's fine" I say a sigh of relief leaves his mouth "are you hungry" he asks "yes I didn't eat all day" I say he smiles and get up and he leaves the room I look around in the Slytherin common room and my eye catches the diary I pick it up and go to the last page it is today

December the 24th 1996

Dear diary today I prepared everything for 'it' I'm going to tell him I hope loves me too and I hope he likes the food I made I read all the muggle cooking books and I did find a recipe for veal cheeks with mushrooms & fennel risotto I heard muggles like to eat it so I made it myself I worked 4 hours in the kitchen now I'm going to pick him up

I put the diary back on the right place Draco enters the room with the plates he sets them down picks up his wand and he cast a spell and suddenly there is a table with two chairs he sets the plates on the table "come sit" he says I walk over to the table and sit sown "this is veal cheeks with mushrooms & fennel risotto" he says "I once had the leftovers from the Dursleys I really enjoyed it" I say he smiles "I hope you're going to enjoy this" he says I smile and take a first bit and it is the must tasteful meal I've ever had "who made this" I ask "is there something wrong with it" he asks "it is perfect" I say he smiles "I made it this morning" he says I smile "I really love it" I say "thanks" he says

We go back to the couch "I did some research and I heard about a movie" he asks "oh a movie" I ask he nod "I think it is a Disney movie or something" he says "oh I know that" I say "I would like to watch one with you" he says blushing I nod "I read about Beauty and the beast" he says I nod he takes my hand and we sit on the couch after he casted a few spells the movie is playing