dont wanna be like her

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later that night at hotel

Everyone was asleep except me. I couldn't not with what happened today. I just kept thinking that's gonna be my little furries with only one parent and it's gonna be my fault. Why didn't i just stay with arch. I cried to myself in the bathroom. Im sure it's my fault he was cheating anyways i was never that good at sex.
i called him
archie's house
I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing.That I stole from my dads room earlier.
my love ❤️😌
I immediately answered the phone after reading that it was Juggie.
Ar: hey are you okay
j:arch
he heard jug cry out from the other end of the line.
Ar: come on baby whats wrong what happened today tell me
Jug: I..I can't
Ar: shhh it's okay love but i need you to calm down okay your gonna have a panic attack if you keep working yourself up. just follow me okay
jug: otay
ar:breath in through your nose out through you mouth .
j:(breaths)
ar:good love in ..... and out
I had jug take a couple more deep breath before his breathing evened out some still shaky,better then before tho so did his cries.n
j:we went to get an ultrasound today and when we came (breathing quickens) and and (let out a sob)
Ar:it's alright juggie take your time
I had no idea what happened today who was in that body bag what the  gun shot was from,but whatever happened in that house today broke him. I could take a couple guesses but I didn't want to think about those guesses.
Jug: can yo-u come t-o th-e ho-tel f-or me to tell y-ou. i do-nt t-hi-nk i ca-n do i-t o-ver th-s ph-one
Ar: shh juggie i'll come calm down

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