Irreplaceable YOU

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"Alright! I will do this Saint. I just hope this would be the right thing to do. I will be back and bring him here once I prepared everything." then he left me at once.

As soon as Perth's father left, I let go of my tears and allowed them to fall freely. I crossed my arms on my shoulders in an act to calm myself. As I felt my heart is drowning in sorrow and pain. I also hope Sir that what I am doing is the right thing. I would rather live alone and in misery than be a hindrance to Perth.  I held my hands tightly as I am itching to call Perth's father and take back that crazy plan. I want to tell him that I can't live without Perth.

It only took Perth's father a whole day to settle everything. I smiled bitterly- Oh! how money can move the impossible. 

"This is actually illegal Sir, this drug shouldn't be use for this." the nurse spoke to me with concern, and I just smiled at her. I know I am crazy. "You will be put into a slumber slowly and after 5 minutes we will try our best to revive you. Until then please relax." she added after she finished with the injection. She spoke to me more but I did not hear them as my mind wandered and thought of Perth, our memories together, I will miss his laugh the most and how he made me feel so loved. Doing this made me cry again, the feeling of guilt is eating me away but I don't have the strength to fight anymore. I let go and brace myself for this nightmare that I made.

On the other hand, Perth's room looked like a tornado decided to spend a day and left when everything was broken. "Let me see him!" Perth shouted to his Mother. "Let me go!" as he continued to struggle to free himself from the bodyguards.

That's the scene Pras walk in. "Stop shouting Perth! Save your strength. I will take you to him." Somehow that made Perth calm. "But promise me one thing!"

"Anything dad! please just let me see him." 

"You have to be strong. Saint's injury were too much, that he is not recovering very well. Though he woke up but only for a while and lose consciousness again." 

Upon hearing those Perth went pale and he is in fear. "Dad! Please I wanna see him! Help me." he begged. Achara wanted to protest and was about to interfere when she got stop by Pras. "Let him, this might be the last time,"

"Dad! What are you saying?" shocked was an understatement. "He won' t leave me Dad!" Perth told himself but he can't deny the fear and worry inside his heart. His strength eventually left him when he thought of that possibility, he slowly sat on the ground. His father push his wheelchair towards the ICU, his mother went with them surprisingly, midway to the ICU, an emergency announcement was heard all over the building

Code BLUE ICU, requesting Doctor khuntipat Code BLUE ICU, requesting Doctor khuntipat.

Perth's heart started to beat faster as he heard the name of their family doctor. Why? What's happening, Saint?! He stood up and run towards the ICU. There he saw his lover's body, lying on the bed, eyes closed, with a lot of tubes and wires attached to his body, several machines surrounded his bed as well. His lover looked really pale in contrast the pinkish complexion he had before. His arms were covered in bandages and the more he looked, the more he is hurt.

Beep! beep! beep! beep! the sound of a monitoring machine beeping so fast pulled Perth back to the reality. Medical staff were busy trying to revive the patient. Doctor Khuntipat was ordering things and so on. Perth could not understand anything but he knows this is not good. He fixed is gaze on the monitor and his heart stopped when the machine showed a flat line, the numbers on the other screen were slowly decreasing. No!  No! Please.

"Time of death 12:00 NN." Doctor Khuntipat declared.

Time of death...time of death...death... echoed on Perth's head, repeating on loop. His father tapped on his shoulders and help him to stand bringing him closer to Saint's bed.

"No! This is not true Dad!" he said to his father.

"He...he...said he won't leave me. This is not real. No! Phi!" and his tears flowed. "Please love...open your eyes.. Please!" he begged and held Saint's hand and kissed them. "NO! NO! NO!" he shouted "Do something!" he pointed to the doctor. 

"My condolences, the patient did not survive the accident plus the complication from the operation." 

"Liar!"he went back to Saint. "You can't leave me love. Phi! Please.. you can't leave me!" 

"I' m sorry! I'm sorry. This is my fault. I should be the one who died. This should be me, not you." 

"What do you mean son?" Pras asked.

"He..he shielded me in the accident. I.. I tried to gain control but it was too much, I panicked and was not aware that the airbag did not release on time. All I remember was he hugged me tightly when the car crushed." Perth narrated with teary eyes, his voice cracked all the way, he got so lost that he did not see Saint body left the room. It was very painful for Perth to tell, that's also the reason he wanted to see Saint upon waking up. His mother gasped knowing the truth. Pras hugged his son tightly.

"This is my fault Dad! Phi..P'Saint!". He looked at the bed and saw nothing. Fear rose from his heart.

"Love?!!! Love? Dad? Where is he?!" He is looking like a madman and started to get hysterical. He was again injected with something to calm him. "Dad! Give me back my Phi. I will do anything! Please. P'Saint...!" and he loss consciousness.

Are we doing the right thing Saint?  Perth's father thought while looking at his son. He feels sorry for his son and he can't understand Saint. And speaking of Saint, he received a  call from the institution, in which Saint will stay as plan.

"What do you mean his gone?!

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I'm not really sure about this drug thingy, but I saw this on a movie, but in that it was a pill, not an injection, swallowed by the actress. Hehehe just my imagination?

Anyways! Happy Holidays Beautiful people.  :)