Life of a Brain washed(?) idiot..

Existence is futile..

So, how should I start? I don't honestly know how, but I just will

Life? It's been good so far... The only problems are.... I'm too Nervous, no matter what I say it's not correct?... At least I have someone to talk too... I honestly have 4 idols... CoryxKenshin...Flamingo...And... Two of the greatest friends I have made...I will not name those friends... I want people to be curious... But anyways... How should I go on from this point?...I'm good at science and theater... I'm interested in learning violin, I enjoy gardening, I love theater, I enjoy psychology(mainly disorders), and I love space/astronomy... I don't know what else to say.. I am a introvert, I'm 16% extroverted(online and by friends), I like working in calm quite environments, and I'm used to working alone.. I tend to be on more cause I stay at home after school.. I'll end it of here for now, the next parts is just updates about what's going on with me..