i love you

screaming without the s

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"hey i'll be right back, i'm gonna go get a drink." billie says while getting up on her tippy toes to give me a small peck on the cheek before walking away.

it's her birthday and we've been sitting around dancing and drinking, mostly grinding on each other while others watch.

she talked with a few other of the celebrities here but i wasn't as social so ive been sitting mostly, bored as shit.

"hey." i look up from the ground to see a girl who's slightly taller than me and as soon as i made out her face, i let out a small excited scream in my head as i held back a smile.

"alexander, you could call me xander if you like." she held her tattooed hand out to me which was occupied with a few rings and her nails which were colored with different colors of nail polish.

"i know who you are. you're one of my favorite artist, you're actually so much taller than i had expected." i said while shaking her hand with a smile as i stared at her face in awe.

"oh so you think about me?" she said with a smirk while chuckling. her voice was so raspy it was hot to be honest if i had a pussy i would definitely let her hit, no questions asked.

"can you blame me? look at you, you're fucking beautiful." i chuckled nervously as she took a sip of her drink, beautiful was an understatement. she looked like a damn goddess.

i was getting really nervous as she towered over me so i looked behind her to see if i could spot billie since she had been gone for a minute.

"Thanks, you're not to bad yourself." she downed her drink before setting it down on the table next to us and turned to me again, making this intense ass eye contact to add to the tension that was building around us.

"i-i uh heard your dating eilish, how's that going?" i don't know weather to be offended or not cause the way she talked was a bit off.

"It's going good, i'm a very lucky woman." i squinted towards her and was about to question her about it when billie came back around to us with three drinks in her hands.

"hey y/n, i see you met alexander, xander meet y/n, my girlfriend." she said while handing both of us the drinks she had in her hands.

"wait, the two of you know each other?" i looked between xander and billie and they both slowly nodded with smiles on there faces and now there's this weird ass tension between them.

"how-" "she's my ex." billie said cutting me off and i choked on my drink and started coughing violently and i felt a hand patting my back.

"you good?" alexander said as i stopped coughing and i looked at her and nodded with a small smile as i muttered out a 'thanks'.

"okay you two, let's go." she then grabbed both of our hands and pulled us towards the bathroom.

"she's a lil strong one ain't she." xander looked over to me with a smirk as she chuckled and almost tripped due to billie walking so fast.

"yea she is." i mumbled as billie pulled us into the bathroom and locked the door.

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Xander sat on the counter and played with the napkins as billie talked to the both of us but i zoned out staring at her face as she fiddled with the napkins in her hand.

"-so are you guys down?" billie said while looking at both of us anxiously. "yea, im cool if she is." alexander said nodded over to me and i looked at both of them confused.

"wait huh?" i said and billie chuckled before coming closer to me and grabbing my hand in between her warm ones. "i said since it's my birthday maybe you would be down with a threesome. just us." she said and i immediately nodded my head not being able to really think about it because of the amount of liquor in my system.