secrets | rafe cameron

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TRIGGER WARNING!!// THIS BOOK CONTAINS DRUGS, ALCOHOL, SMOKING, DEATH, VIOLENCE, AND STRONG LANGUAGE, POSSIBLY SMUT AND FLUFF
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(y/n)'s pov

"hey (y/n)! you coming with those drinks?" jj asks from outside of the house on the porch.

i walk out onto the porch with drinks and walk around to each person so they can grab their drinks. i take a drink myself and sit down next to jj.

i exhale really loudly, and i have a smirk on my face. i lay my head back against the couch and chug down my beer.

"woah, (y/n), chill out." pope looks at me with a face looking for answers.

jj smirks, "that's what i'm talking about," i finish my beer and set it down on the nearest table with one hand and the other dabbing up jj.

"like brother like sister," kie rolls her eyes and giggles.

"i'm gonna go," i quickly stand up and steal john b's beer. i grab my bag and start walking off.

"woah woah woah, where do you think you're going?" john b stands up, following me.

"john b, let her go have fun!" jj shouts with a grin on his face, "don't take out all the fun," he fakes a frown and chuckles with kie afterwards.

i look at john b, waiting for a yes. not that i had to listen to what he said, "where you going though?"

"sarah's,"

"you're kidding right?" jj scoffs, i take a look at jj and look back at john b. "what about her brother?"

"rafe?" i furrow a brow, "what about him?" i ask chuckling nervously.

"be careful around him." john b points a finger up close to my face, waiting for me to say yes, nod, or anything.

i nod, "i'm not going there for him, silly." i let a giggle, "i'll be back in a few hours, promise!" i shout walking away, while looking back at jj.

i see him roll his eyes and chuckle a little, i smile back as an answer and face forward.

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i arrive at sarah's, i walk myself up to the cameron's door step. just as i was about to knock, someone opens the door very abruptly.

"move it," he bumps my shoulder walking off. i watch as he walks away, i see him get on his bike and ride away. i turn back around to see sarah at the doorway.

sarah sighs really loudly, "ah, i'm sorry about rafe," sarah apologizes, "come in, please." sarah insists giving me a small smile.

i walk into her house, closing the door behind me. i see rose and go to give her a hug.

"hi (y/n), good to see you." she grins widely, "how are you doing?" she asks pulling away from the hug.

"i'm doing good, thank you." i give her a smile before looking at sarah.

"oh mom, we're gonna go now." sarah puts on a smile before grabbing my hand and walking off to her room.

i set my back down by sarah's bed before i sit down on her bed. she grabs some paper off of her desk in the corner of her room, also grabbing other supplies before she sits down on her bed.

"so how did john b react when you said you were gonna hang out with me?" sarah asks playing with a piece of paper.

"not that it's any of your business," i reply a little salty, "but he didn't exactly have an opinion, he just said be careful." i slightly smile and she smiles back.

"good," she mumbles and sets down the paper, "wanna go to a party instead of doing this?" she asks looking up at me.

"shit, anything is better than this." i chuckle before we both get up. i decided to wear what i was wearing since it looked decently nice. i was wearing cropped, light shade of purple tank top, with some black ripped mom jeans, some black converse for shoes, and my hair was up in a messy bun.

sarah decided to change into a light blue, skin tight mini dress with a black zip up jacket, she wore black converse, and she wore her hair half up.

"ready?"

i nod before we both walk down the stairs, we walk out the front door and sarah and i get in her car and she drives us to where the party is at.

we both get out of her car and go to where the part was at which was on a boat. i see topper and push sarah into another direction.

"what was that for?" she ask looking back at me.

"topper."

"want some cocaine?" a tall male offers, me being me i said grabbed the small tube and inhaled the cocaine through my nose. i lift up my head hold my breathe for a second and breathe out.

"woooo!!" sarah cheers for me, "my turn, my turn." sarah grabs the tube a decides to do it too. after taking a couple of hits of cocaine, i got up and walked over to the drinking station.

i grab a plastic red cup, and fill my cup with beer. i take a few sips before walking off to go find sarah again, i tripped on a piece of wood coming off of the floor and fall into rafe. i look up at him and look him in the eyes.

"where's topper?" he asks aggressively, grabbing my wrist, knocking my beer out of my hand.

"hey, you knocked my beer out!" i shout trying to push him off me.

he rolls his eyes, "whatever," he lets go of my wrist and walks past me, beginning to look for topper i assume.