You began to mentally analyse everything and what if he stopped loving you. You couldn’t help but wonder if he was only with you because he just wanted company?
What if he left you if he began to feel attracted towards someone else?
That’s how basically your whole day at work went, you went home early. You knew Harry would be in the studio the whole day so you contently went home.
The same thing happened for four days, you barely talked with him. Gave him the space he so 'desperately wanted.'
On the fourth when you returned home from work you saw him sitting in the couch watching the telly. He was supposed to be in the studio though, you thought.
“You’re home!” he said, voice chirpy.
“What are you doing here?” you asked confused.
“It’s my house too, love,” he chuckled.
“No, I meant you were supposed to be in the studio, right?”
“You’re not happy that I’m home?”
“Uh sure,” you mumbled before walking towards your bedroom.
You were exhausted and just wanted a nice long shower.
After you showered you went downstairs to have dinner, you saw Harry sitting in the dining chair fidgeting with his rings.
You ignored him and went on to open the fridge.
“Did I do something wrong?” he asked, voice quieter than usual.
“No, you didn’t.”
“Did something happen at work that made you stressed?” he asked.
“Uh not really,” you said taking out the lasagne and warming it up on the microwave.
“You barely talked with me these past few days and it’s killing me,” he said and you could hear his patience was running thin.
You didn’t say anything.
“You never text or call me while you’re at work and I’m in the studio, and when I call you, you don’t answer,” he said sadly.
When you didn’t reply he broke the silence with his fear.
“Do you not love me anymore?” he asked heart brokenly.
You immediately looked up at him and hugged him, at this point you didn’t care about the clingy thing anymore.
“How could you ever doubt my love for you?” you said gripping on him tightly.
“You-you’ve been so distant, I was scared that I was slowly losing you,” he sniffled hugging you back strongly, face buried in your hair.
You stayed like this for a while before breaking the hug.
He still held your hand.
“I was not ignoring you, I was just trying not to be clingy and giving you some space,” you said lowly.
“Clingy? But baby…” he stopped mid-sentence, “did you overhear Mitch and I?”
You nodded and felt tears pooling in your eyes, it hurt you when you heard at first. Now saying him that hurt you more.
“Oh darling,” he said placing a kiss on your forehead.
“It hurt Harry,” you sniffled, “did you really think I’m clingy when I just show you a bit affection?”
Harry felt guilty, “I didn’t mean it, I was a bit tipsy and stressed and when Mitch started asking about my relationship I blew my frustration saying things I didn’t mean,” he confessed truthfully.
“What?”
“I know, it’s not a good enough excuse but trust me it was the stress talking, even Mitch knew whenever I snap nowadays I don’t mean to, it just comes outta my mouth,” he said hanging his head low, he continued saying,
“I’m so sorry my love, but trust me, I need you, these past few days just taught me a lesson and just proved that I really can’t live without you, I missed you.”
“Oh honey,” you said before kissing him, when you broke the kiss he mumbled, “God, I missed you so much.”
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