(ARIEL SHOT ON HER FACE)
When she opens her eyes, the room is all white now. Shes no longer in her room But She's still lying there staring at the ceiling. it feels like she's floating on a cloud. She feels free and light like a feather. Like she can finally breath. Comfortable like shes been there for a while. Someone else is the room with her. someone shes familiar with but we can't see who. Then he speaks
Dr: So, jane, is that what you want me to call you
(we don't see the doctors face we only hear his voice)
Jane: yea,jane is the person I am in my head.jane doe.no one
Dr: so ur no one
Jane: I don't think u get me .do u get me doctor?
Dr: no jane explain
Jane: I am no one and I am everyone. See I like to think I am what I am when I say I am it. No labels to me no fixed description. I change every n'th second so really I cant say im this or that.im too open to it all. im just a blank slate. I am nothing and i am all of it. I am infite. A unity of all things
Dr: it sounds to me like .(hesitates and chooses his words carefully)u haven't found urself and u haven't picked one thing.
(Jane cuts him off)
Jane: no that's the problem. i found myself so much that I became some sort of 'OUROBOROS' stuck in an eternal cycle finding myself and loosing myself. of destruction and rebirth
Dr: so is this why you came to see me?
Jane: noo. not exactly. im not messed up about myself. I came here to tell you why I killed myself.
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(Dramatic pause)
Jane: its not because life is hard or shit is unfair oor im sad and I cant take it anymore.
Dr: then why did you ..
(She cuts him off)
Jane: I feel like the reason is hidden from me.i just don't want to be here.i want it to stop I want it to end.there is no reason for me to be here.i feel like ive already lived and im prolonging my stay. i don't know. Let me tell you what its like to be in my mind.
(THE CAMERA ZOOMS IN TO HER EYES. it feels like we've been taken for a ride into the chaos in her mind)
